If i give up...

God won't give me up,

i don't think my stength can keep me to God

but God keeps me to Him, and I trust that what He started... He will complete

and because God works in my heart,

and I know God is faithful - I know I will be fastened to God..

and I know this because He said so in the Bible...

~JL 2010

a love letter

Credits to The friend's friend blog...

Here’s a love letter from God above especially for you!

My Child,

You may not know me, but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother’s womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
John 3:1

Simply because you are my child and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is, will you be My child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Father
Almighty God

*****

from a friend's friend blog

from a friend's friend friend's blog...

it touches me too ! :D hope you'll be blessed and touched too...

When I say that “I am a Christian,” I am not shouting that “I am clean living.”I’m whispering “I was lost, but now I’m found and forgiven.”

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When I say “I am a Christian” I don’t speak of this with pride.
I’m confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.

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When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not trying to be strong.
I’m professing that I’m weak and need His strength to carry on.

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When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not bragging of success.
I’m admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.

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When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.

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When I say “I am a Christian” I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name.

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When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not holier than thou,
I’m just a simple sinner who received God’s good grace, somehow!

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Is there anything worthwhile here?

YES! this place is where every past and present happened...It's a battle field, a field of daisies that made me who i am today :)

closing the chapter of the day with this beautiful piano piece...

i have completed 85% of my application for kingston and uni of arts london.

10%

- go back to taman sea to get a pretty stamp for my self translation certs, photocopied cert. tks! ellie for the big help

-referee from some really dear people (school, mommy, maybe pastor? :D anyone tried that before?)

-some photostating...

-UCA-epson/ canterbury application 0/5 %

I'm counting down the days..

every time i turn back that page, i'm so grateful God..

I know it wasn't by my strength and might that i got that results.

So after putting in all my effort the rest i leave to you God.

Just give me a bit more strength to complete my port folio and after that I don't know what else to think but to fulfill any duty,task,work,fun, and loves that are still awaiting for me in msia...btw tks! joshSan for the portfolio ideas..it really gave me a kick start :)

God whether i get to go to my dream place to study i leave it all in your hands.

love you lots

pamiO

Jog in life

I went to bukit kiara to walk and jog with GF soph today. bump into joey! :D

when we first started, i was really excited and full of spirit. We were talking and walking... then got more and more tired during the walk... then people starts over taking you...then some of them ahead of you...and you want to catch up with them...just a simple walk..but so many feelings pops up...and you even ask yourself why can't you have bigger steps, or why aren't you fit enough or light enough to jog pass them...but you never gave up...you walk and walk and walk...finally now you are coming to the end...and you feel more relax...because you know that you are going to reach the end of the track....

Soph was right beside me when we were reaching the end...the feeling was good...while we were talking i thought of this illustration...

You know, this jogging track is really like our journey in life...at the beginning we are so happy and cheerful..and in between we face challenges, we become tired, we are tied down with expectations, sometimes our own expectations, but if we give up and stop at the middle of the road that's it...you would not see or feel how one would feel when they have finally reach the end...

more importantly it's during the journey...i remember that many times soph was there to walk at my pace you know larh i have short legs...hehe..it helped me through cos at times i was almost out of breath...yeah! Jesus is like that...

He is always with us...not some where near us..not behind us..not waiting in front of us...he is right beside us.. waving his arms at us wanting us to know his presents...that he is right beside us...to follow our pace while we are walking this journey in life...he is always there...in trial times and in good times...he is always there...some people walk through this journey ignoring his presents even though we know him...some don't even know of his presents...but some knows his presents and enjoys having this relationship with him...having a great conversation with him throughout the journey, sometimes even heart to heart talk...

it could be anything..maybe like hey God I'm really tired at work today, and I couldn't work along with them...come and teach me how to do so...or maybe like.. gees..the work is really hard and people are expecting to see something Good...i don't know if i could do it...Whatever it is...just don't ever give up... no matter how hard and tiring it is...don't give up..when we are finishing the track and we turn back then we just realize we have grown so much..we have become stronger learning from our mistakes, the experience have made us wiser and tougher people.

He loves us so much..

he really does :) here's a video..

love pamiO

To dear mommy

To Dear mamee..

Mama i just want to let you know I'm very proud of you..

The way even though it's hard to handle people in life...

You struggle through...and never give up in all odds! really nobody can be more determine than you.

I'm happy that you are happy..

I'm glad that you've been so independent on your foot again..

I pray that your wishes come true...

pamiO

pleads for human race ='(

human race is falling appart

and it saddens me

why do family members fight with each other?

What more those who does not know christ.

Even as brothers and sisters in christ we are fighting with one and other.

the commandments brothers and sisters..the commandments..

Let's build our relationship with our Father, Jesus and the holy spirit...

it's all about relationships and not religion..

Christianity is not a religion but a relationship.

i finally understood what that mean.

-pamiO-

Dream Girls

Beyonce Knowles acted in this movie. Lots of nice and beautiful voices.

Learn to step out and make a stand when things are wrong.

Material Girls

starring Hillary Duff, Hailey Duff and others.

This movie portrayed living an extravagance life. In the end both sisters learned to stand on their feet after calamity struck them. 2 very beautiful sisters in my opinion.

The Stepford Wives

The Stepford Wives

starring Nicole Kidman :) and others..

This movie is very thrilling in my opinion. It has a good twist and out come never failed to surprise me. Besides that i also love the story line that brings awareness for those things to happen. Indeed do not go against nature. It will be ugly... :P

after the storm is the rainbow

I'm done with UM!! :)

hopping to my next agenda...

Hold on to me and don't let me go God..

You know i stray easily and without you holding on to me i would have let you go.

emo kid. Cheer up and move on!

love u people...

* i have a confession....

i went for the dinner but didn't stand up. goodness gracious what's the problem with u pamie! :D