Sour-Honey-Pop-Pie

Oprah Winfrey's 2008 Stanford Commencement Address

2012-01-03T02:10:00.000+08:00

How to Save £ pounds as a Student in London

2011-12-30T07:29:00.009+08:00

I have been doing many research to save £s this holiday.

In order to do so I splurge on certain websites and promotions just to find out for myself if it works.

I found this website called Top Cash Back. Apparently if I click through them to the companies I usually purchase my products from such as skype, ebay, tesco, comets...etc I will get cash back from them and the cash back I've accumulated I could change my cash backs to amazon voucher's or into my paypal. *please support me!* :) click here! if you are planning to join that I may get 10£ cash back. (it is a link that verify my recommendation)

Giffgaff

I also change from orange mobile network to Giffgaff mobile network( been using it for 3 months now) . It is a very good mobile network to go with because they use O2 satellites which is the best coverage in UK ( so good that sometimes when I'm lifts and car parks, lower ground floor I get signal too...). More over with their 10£ a month Goodie Bag I receive 250mins, unlimited text and unlimited internet!

If you do plan to try, make sure you click through my link to order a sim card so that you get free 5£ credit in your sim card. It's true! my sister activated hers and we both got 5£ each in our giffgaff account. I wish somebody recommended the sim card to me that I could have got 5£ when I join but I didn't. sobs ='(

skype

I also learned that I could call 0845 numbers for free through skype-to-go option, I bought a 400mins 3.99/month. which safes me money when I have to call those big companies to solve any banking matters or bills.

Student Beans website

I got a couple of freebies from student Beans website too. Remember having my first box of Graze delivered to my door step for FREE ! Then immediately cancelling my future order so that I had their free trial offer.

Phoenixs Student Software

I also got a little crazy by buying original student software instead of downloading torrent now. So proud of myself ! I want to continue buying genuine software but so far windows 7 ultimate was the crazies I've done and could afford. So, after doing my research I found out that the software prices in Phoenixs is much better than software4students by a couple of quids. Hope I will be able to purchase adobe premium student edition in the future after saving enough £399 instead of thousands of ££s (non-student edition).

That's all for now. Hope I can share more saving tips that I have found out as a student here in London.

2012 MEGA California Earthquake & Tsunami Cause GLOBAL Chaos & Jesus' So...

2011-12-23T09:39:00.000+08:00

Cool Little New Invention

2011-12-02T02:42:00.002+08:00

This is the trouble with me. I love to go green and paperless, shifting from hard copy to soft copy for everything. However somehow somethings seems to make more sense when it's in your hands...or something beautiful you dont wish that it's only in your phone or your hard disc.

Hello Little Printer, available 2012 from BERG on Vimeo.

returning to the old hobby

2011-05-21T22:52:00.011+08:00

I stop gardening in Malaysia ever since being so busy with activities and kakak yati left for indonesia.

Now because of the basil animation project I have bought a pot of basil plant from Sainsbury and it has been giving me basil for more than 3 rounds of pruning.

because of that I have been buying vegetables from pots mostly herbs and one of them is my mint plant. This plants are very peculiar especially growing them indoor. Some weeks it just looks like its going to die and is ready to be chucked in the bin but all of sudden it starts to bloom. (I'm so happy at the thought of that)

My sister has caught my strange behavior of talking to the plants these days before going to college. I think I have started to grow fond of them ;). muaks muaks.

My lecturer who found out about the basil project also contributed his germinated basil seeds from his garden to my care. So funny and kind of him. Look at how much the seedling grew!

I'm so proud of this special purple basil. It smells different from the sweet basil leafs, a stronger pungent I would say, like hacks sweet (haha). I hope the cold won't disturb it. I have been opening the windows just for them despite of my allergic to cold wind. Hopefully the sun ray helps.

the body needs to rant about something amazing!

2011-05-08T03:04:00.013+08:00

The past one or two weeks had become something like a trial period again.

After the trip to Sunningdale, I caught the most severe cold I had since coming to London. It could be Hay-fever, since I did quite a lot of nature walks, or it could just be bugs I caught from the children (hahaha) or not enough rest, thinking too much bout work or dressing too little :P. I don’t know. However, it was a real testingtime as I seek God for strength and healing. I didn’t miss a single day of my classes and tutorials during my illness, praise the Lord!

I am constantly monitoring my punctuality and attendance. Somehow I feel a great need to change in this factor. God did help me in a way, because I was ill I slept almost immediately after arriving home, taking my medication and changing into my pyjamas. Dush! I had around 11hours of sleep, 7pm until 5am ( more cough syrup and toilet runs in between.) that caused me to leave my house 7am an hour earlier for my class, which starts at 9am... and that was for two days! didn't count the first day where I fought and won the battle to go for a half day class. Amazingly, in the midst of this illness, he thought me to be a good student. Perhaps this trial was really to help me not to boast and continue to be faithful in Him. :D He supplies all strength.

I did something crazy on face book today. One of the results of my exploration has caused me to post this here. This was a blog post from a sister whom I did not know was in Christ as well. It is really touching but in a way funny to me.

A RELUCTANT CONVERT
October 13th, 2010 § 1 Comment
“You must picture me alone in that room in Magdalen, night after night, feeling, whenever my mind lifted even for a second from my work, the steady, unrelenting approach of Him whom I so earnestly desired not to meet. That which I greatly feared had at last come upon me. In the Trinity Term of 1929 I gave in, and admitted that God was God, and knelt and prayed: perhaps, that night, the most dejected and reluctant convert in all England.”
- C.S. Lewis
How ever far we try to run, one day we’ll have to kneel in acknowledgment of God because everything simply points to that. It all comes back to Him in the end.

I really like the way C.S. Lewis spoken about himself as the most dejected and reluctant convert in all England when that night he knelt and prayed, admitting that God was God. Couldn't help but to laugh for a couple of seconds as it does make me ponder if this was me as well...

Friend

2011-03-03T19:36:00.003+08:00

–noun

a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends ofthe Boston Symphony.

a person who is on good terms with another; a person whois not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?

a member of the same nation, party, etc.

( initial capital letter ) a member of the Religious Society offriends; a Quaker.

Excuse my finding to search definitions of the word 'friend'. The word 'friend' has been unconsciously coined into my vocabulary since a child. Many may have a recognition our parents telling us "go, go play with some of your friends" or "say hi to your friend who and who" when we were a little child.

A 'friend' I often didn't see the pain of migrating, the thought of loosing friends. I mean with the internet we could chat with anyone over online messengers such as skype or MSN. We could even stay in touch with social networks, facebook etc. Why worry?

Another reason I wanted to bring the attention of 'friend' to myself was having thousands of friends in Facebook. I wonder what is the logic behind thousand of friends when I only have a pair of hands, eyes, ears and only 1 mouth. Do people these days have quality friends? I strongly suggest that Facebook could help us not misused our terms. I can understand that we add people as our friends for the convenient of connection, to keep in touch with people we met over parties or social events. However, it makes the word 'friend' so vague.

In my humble experience, a friend does act as a supporter or assistance in my life. A friend is indeed attached through feelings of affection and personal regard. So in my deepest gratitude to those who have supported me through thick and thin. A big thank you. I wish there would be a simplest way of repayment which is to be a good friend in return but unfortunately most of the time I could not do. Only I can trust is be blessed! :0)

Autumn Frenzy in 2010

2011-02-12T22:58:00.003+08:00

wooo....kingston

2011-01-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

HELP !!!!!

2011-01-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

London update

2010-10-31T10:31:00.004+08:00

dust dust*

2010-10-13T02:09:00.003+08:00

Sorry bloggy. I've been setting my priorities and home work comes first.

today I woke up 10 pass 12 in the noon. I know that's quite late isn't it, been having my insomia kicking back after my 3rd week in the UK. i really don't know the cause. Another reason for allowing myself to sleep in more is because i don't have classes on mondays and tuesday.

I got ready pretty quick and headed for KT office to work with my dajie. Clocked in at 45 pass 12 in the noon and got started. Yeah I know dajie's office is so near our abode right?

I learnt how to send invoices to accounts department and issue receipts for Dajie's parent for the encounter week they pay for their children to go for.

I'm relatively surprise with myself because by the time we finished our work it was half pass 6 in the evening. I'm used to be very self-centered and would put my uni/ college work first in the list than helping others especially mom's kindy work. i would get very agitated when she asked me to do something for her.

I'm delighted i'm not anymore that way. Probably I really enjoy doing this type of work or probably is the Holy Spirit controlling my movements and thoughts. I really enjoyed doing all those work although i had homework pilling up to complete. Which i'm going to start doing in a while. I'm certain and proclaiming i will complete my work in due time because the strenght of the Lord is upon me.

Cheers!

i will be putting pictures soon!

Hugs and Kisses! Thanks for all the birthday wishes!

Personal Statement to the College

2010-09-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

Date: 24th June, Friday

I would like to apply to study in West Thames College for the Foundation Diploma in Art and Design as the course out line has attracted me. I am very interested in learning about fine arts, communication and multimedia, 3D design, Surface pattern and decoration.

I have research many colleges for this course and to this point West Thames College has offered a variety and broader range of stuidies for arts and design and that is what I am looking for.

I regard my self as a very suitable candidate for this course as my thoughts would be more mature, having been experiencing the working world for nearly 2 years in various fields . I am therefore ready and have the right mind set, attitude and spirit to pursue and graduate int his art and design industry.

Some affiliated work with this course is being an art teacher in the children department of my favorite Art house here in Malaysia. We were to teach children fundamental drawing, colouring, painting methods and making crafts. Ultimately the creativity came from each child exploring their ideas, we merely guided them when they encountered obstacles. Working in this place has helped me so much in thinking out of the box daily.

My attributes such as being able to draw, paint, research for ideas, and doing crafts would be able to assist me to complete this course. Born in a digital era also gives me an upper hand to be computer literate, design tools and softwares would most certainly wet my appetite.

I am also most excited to be able to learn at a global city, London. it would be a grat honor to learn with and from friends coming from every part of the world, partner with lecturers and tutors to future improve my self at your prestigious college.

Thank you very much!!

YES PAMIE!!!

since u can wrote till you are so vain then go ahead and prove that you can do it.

YOU CAN!!!

you can do all things through Christ who strengthens u! phil 4:13

Tuesday stress

2010-08-31T23:56:00.006+08:00

I'm so exhausted. Packing and making sure everything in Malaysia is in order before i leave for UK. I just can't wait to sub in and sleep for 15 hours till i arrive London. A whole different environment. I pray i can just treat it as a holiday and go with a non stress, bubbly attitude but it's not easy knowing this time results are expected.

Sometimes I'm a little afraid to leave my home and familiar friend and family to a whole new alien place. =/ which shouldn't suppose to be...

cos 3 years back i pledge to return to London- my paradise. and I know god has prepare a plan for me there.

God!!!

sustain me! i think i'm breaking down soon.

never enough

2010-08-23T21:29:00.004+08:00

you say money is the most important.

for comfort for fame...

give me a million dollars and all will be fine.

tell this to a 6 years old maybe they will agree with you.

truly is that realistic? the more we have the more we want more.

sadly more is never enough.

Lord,

When only would we learn to be satisfied? only You can satisfy this human heart of ours.

sometimes You don't give us too much so that we would learn the art of being humble and not boastful with the excessive. I pray i have learned from others mistake and will not follow after.

God help me to be contented in terms of materials and wealth. Help me to learn how to manage existing wealth, current, future blessings...

I pray that i would not have to be lost in the wilderness for 40 years before entering this kingdom of milk and honey of yours :) !

slurps i love you Jesus.

nightmare

2010-08-18T13:36:00.002+08:00

after so much laughing at leaders advance i'm put out to the world to be knock down.

sigh. happy moment just dun last..that's life...

I pray my patients will last me..

and all these negative thought will leave me...

that i will be strong yet humble and kind as matter takes a stroll on me...

i will not shout back but will just keep silents till things gets better...

i've got a party to attend tomoro. =P

surprise!

and another retreat to go for..i really hope it will be 2 sunnydays so pamie can go out to play..

inner thoughts

2010-08-18T13:30:00.001+08:00

do you believe that it's not the person that come into your life, or the place you go that is going to end your misery...? it's within... it's how you bring your self that will bring changes...why do i feel that i behave differently with different people...certain people and certain places in life just makes me feel so happy...certain places and certain people just sucks the joy out of me...how sad..

I'm not picking my phone for i don't want to hear anymore nonsense... =(

Leaders Advance

2010-08-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

I have never laugh so much in my whole entire life. Thank you for the Fun night that everyone have put in all they've got. It was so Hilarious...

to rise when you feel you are falling...

2010-08-05T19:44:00.004+08:00

My emotions is about to take over my rationality. It feels like a test from God. Seeing if i would give in to emotions and behave otherwise. Would I behave the way He wants me to? strong and have faith in Him...He wouldn't give me a task too tough for me to endure... How am I going to handle greater things if give up and give in just encountering such small matter... hang in there pamie help is coming on the way. just sit back and see his hands upon this matter. His a miracle will appear once again...

suspense

2010-08-05T09:10:00.002+08:00

Dear WANLIN PAMELYN,

A decision on your Visa application Ref. No.: MYAC/300710/037807/1 has been made by the British High Commission.
Your application has been received at the UK Visa Application Centre and is ready for collection.
Please note this is an auto generated e-mail. Please do NOT reply to this email.

Regards,
Visa Application Centre.

why they keep us in suspense...=( can't they just tell us the results?

caution (emo)

2010-08-05T02:11:00.005+08:00

To ignore, to confront, to get angry, to argue, to inform, to pray, to cry, to scream, to forget, to lie, to wait, to run, to sleep, to drink, to smoke, to die, to swim, to hurdle, to laugh, to eat, to read, to tell, to ask, to give up, to fight, to blog.

hehehe....

I'm currently reading a book called kite runner. Got the book from keat ming. It's a pretty good book can't wait to finish it and know what's the ending.

I guess people get emo if they can't find an answer to their matter. Perhaps there is just no answer to it at the moment. we just got to wait and see what God has installed for us.

emotionless...

pamie

p/s don't be disappointment but press on, the devil is happy when we give in to negative thoughts and do silly things...must be aware and not succumb to the trap.

Terrific Tuesday

2010-08-03T20:56:00.008+08:00

For me the most memorable thing i did today was having a bible study session with my mom.

You didn't hear me wrong.

Indeed. I did with the help of the holy spirit i think we ministered to her.

because when she was sending me back to the kindergarten she was muttering to her self " Let go...Let go.."- to Let go of chasing possession and power for oneself in the secular world. the context came from Mark 10: 17-25.

All of us have the tendency and the temptation in our surroundings therefore we equally need to be watchful and not let the evil spirit hoax us into trouble.

It's funny how dreams and questions have been boggling my mind. Yes every night i would like to dream now -INCEPTION.

In the afternoon i manage to put JET JET to sleep. YAY! and myself resting by his side.

I was half asleep and could sense the sound of people opening the door entering the kindergarten. It was quite unlikely for me because i usually sleep like a log. It sounded like someone was returning. I thought perhaps my mom. The anonymous came in the room, i could hear JET JET crying but the person carried the baby out from the sarung and laid beside me.. I thought this person is a lady cause I thought I felt boobs I had goosebumps cause it's weird that someone would come in n hug me. quite afraid I peeped and realize there was no one... just Jet Jet and myself. A lie awake on the bed thinking about what happened. It didn't felt like a dream I thought it was real...It was creepy...

Few moments later, Jet Jet really woke up. He only slept for half an hour. Crying cause of discomfort I took him out from the cot and brought him to his play cot out side. Made his milk for him. Woohoo..I manage to find a better way of letting him drink his milk from the milk bottle. ^^V easy for me and for him.

Later mom came in the kindy. She bought asam laksa and rojak. Wow ! it was so Yummy. After that Jet was suppose to take him bath but mom had to go to the bank. I finished sweeping the school and decided to feed Jet his dinner (much easier this time) before mom come back to shower him, while Jet takes his shower I quickly moped the school.

Only left for badminton 10 pass 5pm.

I manage to really sweat and exercise despise playing for only more than half an hour. Sophia and pris said my badminton very strong. I'm surprise to hear that but I do feel I'm getting closer with "United LemOn" my new Li-Ning racket. Kinda understand her ways.. =)

Leaders meeting was cancelled because of leaders advance camp coming up. Can't believe I would feel weird not going to church. It's like not going to work. I guess I'm too caught up with busyness in life. Ask me to rest I feel weird... ( Only for church and not secular job) but yeah..Annie suggested a good idea..She said she wanted to come back from church early to read. but she came back almost 9pm. tsk tsk*

so here I am doing my reflection...

picture of the day.

not very clear...mom looks like a good grandmother. =D

cheers

pamelyn

a nanny monday

2010-08-03T01:05:00.002+08:00

This morning mom knocked my door to inform me that our vietnamese maid has not turned up for work. already expected she would be leaving us from the words she had been saying. I really miss her though, I hardly had time to bond with her since the first few months she arrived and even lesser when i stopped helping in the kindy.

She being not around I came in to take care of JET JET! yeap this adorable, handsome and happy laughing 9 months old baby who just learnt to sit on his back and stand. walking? nope not yet =D

besides that i also had the opportunity to cook lunch. yeah, ABC soup and chicken in black sauce. no encouraging or good comments from neither mom nor ms ang. sigh..I thought it was bearable and tasty even without MSG. hmm perhaps because this 2 can cook pretty well. they said the chicken is not cooked enough and the taste did not enter the chicken. I agree I thought about that but didn't want to over cook the chicken i guess i could have cooked it awhile more longer.

JET JET gave be a backache.. holding his milk bottle for him while he lies in his baby cot just busy sucking. XD i was super exhausted at 4pm suppose to put him to sleep but i slept instead..hehe. I dare to sleep cause mom came back from her errants and it was her turn to be the servant. Bravo!

Conclusion i can't imagine being a "KAKAK" and being so tired physically takng care of baby.. I wish my future baby would be able to listen to instruction..HAHAHA..amen!

who knows? anything is possible with our mighty God. LOL!

(think positive pamie think positive...)

God is good i pumped rm 20 of petrol when i left the house to fetch aunty christine to buy popo some medical stuff. She spent me a nice dinner and gave me rm 20 for petrol..swt..i can't believe what you give in return you will receive too...I learned that i dun have to be stingy because God will provide especially when u didnt expect anything in return.

oooo...it's pouring!! nice time to sleep in =D

Good nite!*hugs*

pamio signing off!

kid's ministry

2010-08-02T01:22:00.006+08:00

I handed over my cell to aunty sharon today. It's amazing how God puts things into place. How he puts certain people in certain season to meet each other in certain journey in life. Heavy hearted i had to let go of my KC7 sheeps which I attended to for 7 months to another Shepard as i'm going to leave for UK. It was an on the job training, very fulfilling learning experience for me I guess my task has came to an end. I had to pass my responsibility that came along when i took up this position to someone else that could commit themselves and love these children.

I just realize how much i love these Indian kids. Although sometimes they don't listen to instructions and jump all around like monkeys not all but some and not all the time.

I will miss you all!!! Laysah, devitharshini, prakash, ellentamilan, kyvend troy,R.shalini, Shalini Rajendran, Yashila, Mugilan, philip david, Mathan, Kanaga, Katheeraven, Darshini Kabut, Sri Deva Simson, Ariswaran, Anusha, Pavelina, Hirtikka...many more.

If I say I only teach and not learn from them (these children) my heart is stone-cold and I'm all self-righteous.

pamio's saturday

2010-08-01T01:55:00.004+08:00

leadership training was really awakening. Awakening as in making me realize so much ways we can come about things. So much to change and relearn and apply in my life. Thank you for the opportunity to learn and be better vessel for you, lord.

we had badminton right after that. I was pretty restless because i forgotten to bring my shoes. hmm...forgetful me. but really enjoyed playing with mark. I can see improvement in him. Fast learner! =D well i wish to play more matches and improve my skills. get tired easily. sigh.

later we were suppose to swim at mark's place but it rained like cats and dogs. we went to the gym instead. and it was so tiring. awesome! i picked up jujitsu from mark saw! =D so fun to see guys being tortured. yay..attacking the weak points of our joints. thanks mark! at least i don't feel so vulnerable physically anymore. i know small in size people can make huge people fall on their knees... haha

it was dinner time already i decide to accept aunty christine's invitation. Had dinner with the chuahs at sterling. i was very reluctant to leave early as i was burden to be with them. I know I'm not blood related with them but somehow i'm burden to help them with whatever means i can. Making the atmosphere lighter by watching dramas with them. sorry that i can't do much. Poh Poh stay strong i want to see you tomorrow and bring you back to Malacca if no one is free.

that's all for now.another long day tomorrow. God please make me a fresh tomorrow and rejuvenate me as I rest. in jesus name, amen!

nites!

look !! i have a room at mark's condo.

officially addicted to

2010-07-26T00:52:00.009+08:00

BADMINTON!!

new li-ning racket (united lemon) and line 7 badminton shoe. =D

1 more month babeh! SIGH..

1 more month to do the things I ♥ in Malaysia !

1 more month to drive freely on the roads and meet up with the people I ♥ ...

1 more month to progress a solid foundation towards my faith...

1 more month that I'm going to be set out to a foreign place and my faith would be tested...would i be able to?

nothing is too big a problem for my Almightly Lord, huh? =]

btw, here is a testimony... =P

i no longer over sleep and precisely able to hear my alarm even though i sleep so late...the impossible has finally been overcome, huh ? thank you God =) *hugs*

2010-07-20T17:07:00.000+08:00

mom and i had shang yee mee at lala cheong today!

yumz!

Terribly need to change!!

2010-07-05T01:50:00.002+08:00

i have a habit that i need to change. Terribly need to change!!

the habit that i struggle to change is over sleeping for something. Occasions, events, classes & CHURCH!!!

why why does it always happen?

last time was the sarawak mission trip. Can you believe that i woke up by a miracle? it was literally something or someone hammering a nail into my brains...a terrible pain and head ache that woke me up at 4.30am. i was suppose to reach church at 4am. in the end another mission team member came by my house to fetch me so that mom didn't have to rush me to church. A MIRACLE is spelled across this incident. -2008-

Another important event that i missed last year was Leader's Rally. I woke up at 10.30am when i was suppose to reach church at 7.30am or 8.30 am. I was so devastated that day. Since i missed the opportunity to bond with the other leaders across all ministry in church. Also quite sad that i wasn't given a wake up call or miss call from anyone. I was very new then. But ultimately i was the only one to be blamed.. -2009-

This year i was given a wake up call just the moment when i woke up at 8.00am when i was suppose to be at church at 7am. The first thing that was shouted across the phone was "pamelyn where are you" then next sentence "you are very wrong you know?"..of course i knew...devastated again..I was suppose to be PA to ps. ra ndy christensen and help him get ready for his performance and conference workshop..-2010-

although God had better plans for me for the rest of the conference because i had the peace of mind to attend the other conference and workshop i have chosen to equip and adequate myself... thinking back it was really a bad habit..i can't continue over sleeping in life.

What if in future it was something that I was suppose to get and be blessed but i missed it...

GOD PLEASE HELP ME.

I know today it was again a miracle. i woke up at 12pm sharp, kids ministry at 1pm, you didn't allow me to over slept and be late for kids ministry. However i really wanted to wake up earlier for desiring God, 8.30am then attend church at 10am. I can't continue to be ignorant about this constance over sleeping habit. although i'm out whole day for kids then cg which ended bout 11-ish, I 'm still not happy that i can't wake up the time that i have set my alarm. Why can't i hear my alarm!! why can't i wake up before the time i have set...please..pamelyn you need to train your brain..haha

Although i know God had been faithful in many ways such as IELTS exam. Yea..that was early and you made it. UM exams...yea all just on time..had time to go breakfast too..nice. please pamelyn no more hanky panky..I have enough of irresponsible and indiscipline attitude. FOCUS!! =D

NETHERLANDS MADE IT!!!

2010-07-03T02:24:00.003+08:00

NETHERLANDS won BRAZIL 2-1 !!!

dutch mens you guys are awesome!!!

lydia thanks for texting me man!!! XD

i don't dare to boast bout the orangiest but whatever happens...i still love you all !!!

JUST JIA YOU OKAY!!! i wanna see you all in the finals!!

GO HOLLAND.

*HUGS*!!!

HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF A SECOND CHANCE?

2010-06-30T20:56:00.003+08:00

HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF

A SECOND CHANCE?

yes, i am given a second chance =D

God would bless those who work hard for something.

i must do my best in the design college.

if i fail i will have to pick up and do it again !

never going to let it down.

Must remember to go with the right attitude in life.

aja aja fightin! haha

Beautiful by Kari Jobe

2010-06-24T11:30:00.000+08:00

CNU thanks for sharing this song in worship :) !

laughing by my self

2010-06-24T11:20:00.003+08:00

Suddenly this really funny moments popped up and i was laughing by my self. *siao po* =p

What moment? Kheng yew rapping and pastor mike beat boxing...yes pardon me?...pastor mike beat boxing. (haha)

yesterday after church's 3 day fast & prayer we met up to discuss for lighthouse preps. Aunt Cynthia n uncle thomas had an invitation to watch an ABC(American born Chinese) Pastor's Concert. I heard Vanness Wu will be invited guess. Hallelujah he has accepted christ! =) Go find out! it's at PGRM. The amzing thing is this pastor is a rapper! =D i guess before he is coming they have already inspired us to practice our rapping.

YO JESUS YO PEOPLE IN THE HOUSE YO ONE DAY A BABY WAS BORN YO.. KEKE

Untimely-death

2010-06-20T04:12:00.003+08:00

Figuratively I can't express how thankful I am to my Lord Jesus for how He molds and refine me. till today He is still molding me with great care and delicateness, only God knows my cracks and flaws...but yet a voice tells me He is going to make those cracks go away because He has made me and you special. So tell Him your worries and trust in Him.

It's so easy to say, and hard to do when one really faced a hard situation. However, God has tested me several times wanting me to trust Him even more... and yet He didn't fail me again, he is a faithful God. Again He showed me His love and care...It may not be what i wanted but it was more than that, It was what that was good for me. Everything, everyday that i am experiencing nowadays means so much to me.... Perhaps I didn't know how to appreciate life until very recently.

If i were to go back to the Father tomorrow just like a very inspiring brother in Christ, Joash from Taylor's PJ CF, I'm uncertain if i'm ready because I don't wish that the Lord takes me from here if I have yet to please Him..

Truly dear brother Joash, you have been a light in people's life. Though the times I have encounter you in CF is just a fistful you have already left foot prints. You will always be remembered as one who loved God, humbles himself and friendly. A true worshiper of God not just a singer on stage.

The sand in your hour glass may have reached the end. The runner has touched the end of the race track.

Here Joash wrote something about death in his blog and yeah i will have to agree with him.

Calling it tragic would be an understatement, however deeming it as part of God's timing and grace supercedes it all. However trite this sentence may sound, I'm living by it.

I've encountered my fair share of untimely deaths. Deaths that in all the common sense of the world, shouldn't have happened, not at this age, at this junction of time. And I am strengthened by the resolve, faith and determination shown by each family during this time. Not cursing, not raging; but simply a silent prayer of faith and surrendering to God for all it's worth. Now THAT'S faith.

Isaiah 25:8 "....The Lord God will wipe away tears from all faces...."

i'm back! hugs

2010-06-05T11:22:00.002+08:00

I really had one of the best moments in life for the past few weeks...

Going aus and the sista coming back and then going for the edventure camp...

God is so fair..

referring back to my angry poems when they left...it all seems to be fulfilled.

Jiejie and koko has really build the ark for us.

God how could i have misunderstood you.

I know you are preparing the path for me..

how you are closing my uni doors..

but i believe you are opening the right one for me...

thank you that u've made me wiser than before and stronger too.

i just wanna grow closer to you...never let me go.

I gave my sister a scare.

2010-05-05T18:17:00.007+08:00

When I suggested Lady Gaga bad romance (thanks to kelly =D) for a good song after we sang A-mei's ting hai.

this is precisely and partly why i favor sentimental songs in ktv.

Thanks to my sentimental-freak sista. haha!

and also guess what =D i managed to poison my sista's hubby

lady gaga bad romance for the rest of the day.

blueks. :D again thanks to kelly...the song is super catchie..

but the MV and lyrics is =x

1 Thessalonians 5:12-28

2010-05-05T17:57:00.002+08:00

12 But we appeal to you, brothers and sisters,^* to respect those who labour among you, and have charge of you in the Lord and admonish you; ¹³esteem them very highly in love because of their work. Be at peace among yourselves. ¹⁴And we urge you, beloved,^* to admonish the idlers, encourage the faint-hearted, help the weak, be patient with all of them. ¹⁵See that none of you repays evil for evil, but always seek to do good to one another and to all. ¹⁶Rejoice always, ¹⁷pray without ceasing, ¹⁸give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. ¹⁹Do not quench the Spirit. ²⁰Do not despise the words of prophets,^* ²¹but test everything; hold fast to what is good;²²abstain from every form of evil.

23 May the God of peace himself sanctify you entirely; and may your spirit and soul and body be kept sound^* and blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. ²⁴The one who calls you is faithful, and he will do this.

25 Beloved,^* pray for us.

26 Greet all the brothers and sisters^* with a holy kiss. ²⁷I solemnly command you by the Lord that this letter be read to all of them.^*

28 The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you.^*

Group study for the book of Thessalonian is coming to an end. Again, we are reminded to live such a life. It's not easy to live this kind of life albeit so many influences evolve around us daily.

I'm looking forward for the coming Friday's CG. I'm going to miss hanging out with the josh-ians since i'll be away for Melbourne and hopefully Sydney if family and time permits.

http://ringgitandsense.wordpress.com/2010/04/26/lessons-in-life-at-90/

remember the sky

2010-05-05T16:11:00.004+08:00

remember the sky you saw tonight for this youth might not come round again.

Does not want to just simply fall in ♥ again...

single Hood rocks! =)

I've just came back on a 6 am to 12 am road trip

2010-05-05T15:55:00.000+08:00

visited both our grandma with family. lots of yummy and not so yummy food on the way...

kl-kampar-taiping-alorsetar-kuala kangsar-kl .

that's 18 hours away from home but car was home, home was bed. Zzzz. =D

Everyday I need you, God.

cnu made me fall in ♥ with this song.

The Fray - you found me.

and he sings it better than the Fray =O..

not fair at all...

i can strum i could sing of your love!

2010-04-18T00:09:00.007+08:00

Every time i play,

the rain drops its ray,

and people start to pray...

"why can't the rain go away..." :)

Lord, every time i'm tempted and sway

You never forsake me, you stay

thank you for each day

I can praise you and be gay :D

i love You i love You yay

what more is there to say!

hooray, okay

both ends with "ay"

Don't be dismay

9th day from today

er Jie flies back to stay

we can go shopping monday to friday

then Australia is in May

we'll be there till the 16th day

by then it will be end of May

i'll be able to attend the extreme sports camp day!

YAY

who's coming with meh!

If i give up...

2010-03-31T11:52:00.001+08:00

God won't give me up,

i don't think my stength can keep me to God

but God keeps me to Him, and I trust that what He started... He will complete

and because God works in my heart,

and I know God is faithful - I know I will be fastened to God..

and I know this because He said so in the Bible...

~JL 2010

a love letter

2010-03-30T11:05:00.002+08:00

Credits to The friend's friend blog...

Here’s a love letter from God above especially for you!

My Child,

You may not know me, but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother’s womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
John 3:1

Simply because you are my child and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is, will you be My child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Father
Almighty God

*****

from a friend's friend blog

2010-03-30T10:42:00.002+08:00

from a friend's friend friend's blog...

it touches me too ! :D hope you'll be blessed and touched too...

When I say that “I am a Christian,” I am not shouting that “I am clean living.”I’m whispering “I was lost, but now I’m found and forgiven.”

When I say “I am a Christian” I don’t speak of this with pride.
I’m confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not trying to be strong.
I’m professing that I’m weak and need His strength to carry on.

When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not bragging of success.
I’m admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.

When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.

When I say “I am a Christian” I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name.

When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not holier than thou,
I’m just a simple sinner who received God’s good grace, somehow!

***

Is there anything worthwhile here?

2010-03-25T02:34:00.008+08:00

YES! this place is where every past and present happened...It's a battle field, a field of daisies that made me who i am today :)

closing the chapter of the day with this beautiful piano piece...

i have completed 85% of my application for kingston and uni of arts london.

10%

- go back to taman sea to get a pretty stamp for my self translation certs, photocopied cert. tks! ellie for the big help

-referee from some really dear people (school, mommy, maybe pastor? :D anyone tried that before?)

-some photostating...

-UCA-epson/ canterbury application 0/5 %

I'm counting down the days..

every time i turn back that page, i'm so grateful God..

I know it wasn't by my strength and might that i got that results.

So after putting in all my effort the rest i leave to you God.

Just give me a bit more strength to complete my port folio and after that I don't know what else to think but to fulfill any duty,task,work,fun, and loves that are still awaiting for me in msia...btw tks! joshSan for the portfolio ideas..it really gave me a kick start :)

God whether i get to go to my dream place to study i leave it all in your hands.

love you lots

pamiO

Jog in life

2010-03-23T10:38:00.005+08:00

I went to bukit kiara to walk and jog with GF soph today. bump into joey! :D

when we first started, i was really excited and full of spirit. We were talking and walking... then got more and more tired during the walk... then people starts over taking you...then some of them ahead of you...and you want to catch up with them...just a simple walk..but so many feelings pops up...and you even ask yourself why can't you have bigger steps, or why aren't you fit enough or light enough to jog pass them...but you never gave up...you walk and walk and walk...finally now you are coming to the end...and you feel more relax...because you know that you are going to reach the end of the track....

Soph was right beside me when we were reaching the end...the feeling was good...while we were talking i thought of this illustration...

You know, this jogging track is really like our journey in life...at the beginning we are so happy and cheerful..and in between we face challenges, we become tired, we are tied down with expectations, sometimes our own expectations, but if we give up and stop at the middle of the road that's it...you would not see or feel how one would feel when they have finally reach the end...

more importantly it's during the journey...i remember that many times soph was there to walk at my pace you know larh i have short legs...hehe..it helped me through cos at times i was almost out of breath...yeah! Jesus is like that...

He is always with us...not some where near us..not behind us..not waiting in front of us...he is right beside us.. waving his arms at us wanting us to know his presents...that he is right beside us...to follow our pace while we are walking this journey in life...he is always there...in trial times and in good times...he is always there...some people walk through this journey ignoring his presents even though we know him...some don't even know of his presents...but some knows his presents and enjoys having this relationship with him...having a great conversation with him throughout the journey, sometimes even heart to heart talk...

it could be anything..maybe like hey God I'm really tired at work today, and I couldn't work along with them...come and teach me how to do so...or maybe like.. gees..the work is really hard and people are expecting to see something Good...i don't know if i could do it...Whatever it is...just don't ever give up... no matter how hard and tiring it is...don't give up..when we are finishing the track and we turn back then we just realize we have grown so much..we have become stronger learning from our mistakes, the experience have made us wiser and tougher people.

He loves us so much..

he really does :) here's a video..

love pamiO

To dear mommy

2010-03-22T20:00:00.003+08:00

To Dear mamee..

Mama i just want to let you know I'm very proud of you..

The way even though it's hard to handle people in life...

You struggle through...and never give up in all odds! really nobody can be more determine than you.

I'm happy that you are happy..

I'm glad that you've been so independent on your foot again..

I pray that your wishes come true...

pamiO

pleads for human race ='(

2010-03-21T17:02:00.003+08:00

human race is falling appart

and it saddens me

why do family members fight with each other?

What more those who does not know christ.

Even as brothers and sisters in christ we are fighting with one and other.

the commandments brothers and sisters..the commandments..

Let's build our relationship with our Father, Jesus and the holy spirit...

it's all about relationships and not religion..

Christianity is not a religion but a relationship.

i finally understood what that mean.

-pamiO-

Dream Girls

2010-03-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

Beyonce Knowles acted in this movie. Lots of nice and beautiful voices.

Learn to step out and make a stand when things are wrong.

Material Girls

2010-03-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

starring Hillary Duff, Hailey Duff and others.

This movie portrayed living an extravagance life. In the end both sisters learned to stand on their feet after calamity struck them. 2 very beautiful sisters in my opinion.

The Stepford Wives

2010-03-14T22:42:00.006+08:00

The Stepford Wives

starring Nicole Kidman :) and others..

This movie is very thrilling in my opinion. It has a good twist and out come never failed to surprise me. Besides that i also love the story line that brings awareness for those things to happen. Indeed do not go against nature. It will be ugly... :P

after the storm is the rainbow

2010-03-13T16:09:00.004+08:00

I'm done with UM!! :)

hopping to my next agenda...

Hold on to me and don't let me go God..

You know i stray easily and without you holding on to me i would have let you go.

emo kid. Cheer up and move on!

love u people...

* i have a confession....

i went for the dinner but didn't stand up. goodness gracious what's the problem with u pamie! :D

Paul’s Letter to the Corinthians

2010-02-09T15:34:00.000+08:00

Paul’s Letter to the Corinthians in which he says, “If I speak in the tongues of mortals and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal,” and then he goes on to give his own definition of love. “Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful. It is not arrogant or rude.” And then he says, “Love does not insist on its own way.” That’s the piece of love I want to get at today. “Love seeketh not her own,” saith the poetry of King James’ day. “Love does not insist on its own way.” “Love seeketh not her own.”

http://www.firstparish.org/cms/sermons/958-who-do-we-want-to-become

Sharon Good - Good life coaching

2010-02-09T14:55:00.003+08:00

surround yourself with positive and successful people and it will motivate you to be more like them.

people that are ahead are people who are wiling to keep learning. it's the old dogs who are unwilling to learn new tricks that are having a hard time moving into their next career.

assess your skill set and take some classes to fill in the gaps.

update your resume

targeting your transferable skills rather than your job history

nothing can take the place of persistence.

talents will not.nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talents.

Genius is not: unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.

Education will not: the world is full of educated derelict. Persistence and determination is omnipotent.

Each of us comes into this world with a unique set of gifts and talents. It is through these gifts and talents that we can not only bring the greatest joy into our lives, but also make our greatest contribution. My mission is to help people live joyful, authentic lives that reflect their passions and values.

No dream is right or wrong, too big or too small. One of my passions is to encourage and support others to follow their desires and dreams despite the discouraging messages they've received. As children, we're applauded for our talents and steered away from the things in which we display less ability. I strongly believe that if we feel a burning desire to do something, there's a reason for it -- one that may not become clear to us until years down the road. We each have unique gifts that we bring to the world, and our desires lead us to express those gifts. In the process, we uncover hidden talents and develop new ones. I, personally, have found success in areas that I was attracted to, but in which I was considered to lack talent. If I can do it, so can you.

We're living in a changing world where self-fulfillment and expressing our gifts and talents -- in other words, bringing meaning and purpose to our lives -- is becoming more important than acquiring wealth and status. We're in a transition period, and many of us are still finding our way out of the old paradigm into the new. Using the Life Purpose Process and my own life experiences, I get great joy and reward helping other people find their way through this transition into a new, more enjoyable life, to living their dreams.

A lot of us get stuck in our past -- who we once were, what people told us about ourselves -- and we limit what we can do in the present and the future. By dropping the baggage of our past and changing the old, outdated beliefs, we free ourselves to soar into the future we dream of.

2010-02-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

our new path calls on us to be willing to let go of the comfort of the old, familiar ways and open to learning new skills and new ways of being. -Sharon Good-

Ringing philosophies

2010-02-03T19:45:00.004+08:00

" The revelations of the child are not at all so difficult to obtain, the real difficulty lies in the adult's old prejudices concerning him"

"A new education from birth onward must be built up. Education must be reconstructed and based on the laws of nature and not on the preconceived notions and prejudices of adult society."

Dr. Maria Montessori (The Formation of Man p.22 & p.97)

moral studies paid off..

2010-02-03T02:16:00.011+08:00

In my How To teach race and culture notes. (LOL)

(translation from bm to english) :P.

If you have money,

you will need to take care of the money,

if you have knowledge,

knowledge will take care of you.

If you have money,

you can keep the money,

the money will still be there,
but if you have knowledge,

keep it,

and it will disappear.

If you have money,

you can buy a house,

but with all the money alone,

you can't buy happiness in a home.

If you have the money,

you can buy medicines,

but with all the money you have,

you can't buy health.

If you have the money,

you can buy books,

you can buy many books,

but with all the money you have,

you can't buy knowledge.

Lastly,

if you have all the money,

you can buy plane tickets

to go any part of this world,

but with all the money you have,

you can't buy a ticket to heaven.

(Dr Yusof Othman,196,2005)

Psychology in Behavior Management

Non-assertive (Weak)

- ~~I'm Not Okay..~~ I SUCK
- ~~You're Okay...~~ You're GREAT.
- I Failed
- You Succeed

Aggressive (Rude/ Violent)

- ~~I'm OKAY~~ I'm so Marvelous. I'm like the BESt of the Best
- ~~You're Not OKAY~~ You Suck to the MAXX :P
- ~~I'm a WINNER, I WON~~ I am the CHAMPION...
- ~~You're Loser, YOU LOST~~ BIG FAT LOSER!

Assertive (Wise)

- I'm OK
- You're OK TOO
- I SUCCEED
- YOU SUCCEED TOO (no fight .. no fight..)

Assertive psychology seeks to establish collaboration with fairness for achieving mutual interest. Creating a WIN-WIN situation and respecting the rights of others.

Don't ask what can the boss give you,

but ask what you can contribute to the boss.

Hope you had a good laugh...in reality huh? :P

Here is another comical story.

probably quite known already...

This is a story about four people:

Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody’s job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when actually Nobody asked Anybody.

Mmmm.YUMMY

if only this comes out in my moral exams..bleuks..hehe

I surrender the wheel ..

2010-02-03T00:36:00.008+08:00

20 going on 21.

time flies...

but i still don't fully understand myself...

life is pretty much a haywire at times

thank God for the things i love to do.

for the friends we have for the sisters and the brothers..

all that kicks up the spirit when we're down.

I wish it's sunday everyday. For i love teaching them...

It's when it's volunteer and yet we give our best

life tends to make us wayward...

At least the expectation given.

they say be realistic...

6 days of a week u're in the real world

when i say i want to live among the people of the paddy field

they are poor but happy

we strive to be rich but we're unhappy.

almost as hard to be pleased

tell us oh abba father

your plans for each an everyone of us..

help us surrender all.

but not be lazy.

awaiting to be accountable to our master.

pamie poetic wanna be.. :)

ask questions pamie..

2010-01-31T09:01:00.000+08:00

Be like Da vinci :P

Ask Questions....

Sabbath? :)

2010-01-10T22:22:00.003+08:00

I snoozed and over slept!

I think I'm thinking too much these day

I'm having lotsa funny dreams

when i take short naps in the afternoon

or after snoozing my alarm and sleeping

just awhile more..

some are dreams that are bits of eveything

some are creepy stuff happening to the school

probably nonsense..

i dun remember..

yeah so was starring blankly at the clock

not remembering church starts at 10

and it was 10.15am

faints...

quickly get up to change and while heading out

taiping aunty came to give yummy food

salted veg and poRkkie pig..

mmm..yumz

saved it for tomorrow.

made it in time for sermon

the invited speaker was a theologists

been in new york for quite some time and still is i think

was all good but i didn't take down notes..

just jogging with his teaching in the mind

*tsktsk*

actually cos it's very wordy and quite deep.

My agenda for the day was greatly filled in

when there was some cont'

of his sermon in the afternoon 2-4pm

IT was pretty AWESOME!

some was quite deep...

like made ur mind think very hard...

but he untied

some knots in our mind

about the scriptures

and made us understand the book better.

still a long way to knowing our father better...

*jia you jia you*

Owh Ya!

I got the D U M C first CD production.

GOD OF ALL
FOR ALL TO HEAR
FOUND
ALL I WANT
GLORIOUS ONE
BLESSINGS
IN THIS CITY
ISAIAH 40 *
I GIVE*

* bonus track

and and

I think i know how to cook

"MEE SUAH SOUP"now...

love it love it...

Moving from only italian to asian cuisine..

7am!!

2010-01-09T21:54:00.003+08:00

yeah i woke up at 7am

to finish the implication of my assignment

very smooth...

did it without panicking

steady leh...

even though was delayed

because of the pictures and binding..

my prince charming

helped me out with the printing

haha.

i stress him instead..

but yeah it shall be

last of me asking helped

if i really can do it.

I think i could be able to cope one

just that i didn't try hard enough

shouldn't be so reliant...

*tsktsk*

Uni was great...

though cos of the lack of sleep

i couldn't really pay attention

for the morning session.

Lunch surprisingly

I had a change of taste

no longer the "chu yok fun"

i crazy over since the beginning of my uni.

ngeks*

wanted something spicy to wake me up

saw someone eating very yummy curry laksa

but couldn't find the stall selling the one alike

got wan tan mee instead...

not bad oso

edible...

Something funny happen

the moral lecturer came to speak to me

perhaps cos i was eating in his class

and folding my leg up...

aih too comfortable d...

paiseh...

must change must change

*blueks*

but guess what..

with some good competition within my buddies

i finish my part of the new group assignment in uni

and completed the format editing

for out previous submission

the one that i left out...

yay! good good learn not to procrastinate

take every opportunity and finish it fast..

There is another assignment to pass up nx week

25 pages.

*ezeh* ;)

we can do it..hmm.must start early...

uni ended early

had a great solo adventure after it

reach back home just in time for

*dry swimming*

with aunty uncle neighbour n mom!

love it love it..

know how to count ady.

thank you aunty uncle

for the sandwich & pumpkin soup...

I realise it was so good perhaps

cos it was made out of sweat and love...

possible right? :P

cheers.

with his strenght

2010-01-08T21:14:00.001+08:00

I guess for most people

Friday is the day we look forward to

because we know that the weekend is approaching

and we can relax and rejuvenate

i remember somewhere in the book

writes work hard for 6 days

and rest on the sabbath ^^

sadly i havent been reading the scriptures

till i can remember the verses.

so the moment i stepped in the school

i started to dig out the books and sort them out

imagine 30 years of history

Some books were old but the content was great.

So we kept it.

Now i understand why we need republish good books ;)

Then there were bills...

bills since 1995

*jaw drops*

woah can throw liao....

but i didn't

cos i wanted to keep it

to remind myself not to be like that

for the bills are still the same now

but i will change the way things has been running

slowly as time pass...

God, sustain me...dun let me give up.

help me to be committed.

We also had a surprise visit

from the health ministry

menteri kebersihan?

checking if we were breeding aedes...

thank God

we were safe..

God, help us to settle those stuff soon.

I must graduate and help mom with the papers.

hopefully all will be good by this year end.

after lunch

i can't remember what i did

but evening was tuition

and cleaning of kjay's balcony and back compound

as usual the kakak

don't think the place was messy

but i could see that major clean up was needed

so with jiejie we did our work

soon later kakak came to help us out

was glad that she could accept the new changes

hope she keep up to that standard.

keep the place clean and neat all the time.

cool..

I guess appearance is almost all good

God, i hope next..

we can do something about the system

learning and financial system.

Those are major major....

God, I trust all in good time.

Guide me, guide us..

only for ur glory God..

Anyway was happy about the changes made

YEAH LIGHT HOUSE!

I'm not sure if it is the right choice

but God, reveal to me if i'm ready to lead...

I'm wanna grow with you.

I trust you..

thank you guys for praying

I did my asgment after mamak

didn't freak out at all

AMAZING....

Horrible transition to Good

2010-01-07T14:49:00.010+08:00

si tao poh was back from day trip last night

Early in the morning she exploded

Spoil people's mood

I wonder why she can't speak nicely to people

It's not like people don't make any mistakes...

As said last night i requested to stay home to finish my asgment

In the end i couldn't do nuts

felt so stupid after the early morning condemnation.

Didn't want to waste more time staring at the screen

I did some admin work for school

then left to the djay.

fun fun

the atmosphere there is always light

the experience teacher works very professionally and we could click

she seem understanding and always willing the lend a ear and helping hand in whatever area i was able to help

In contrast with si tao poh always bursting out with condemnation

Gees..I keep telling myself to forgive her and forget...

cause that is what we are asked to do as follower of Christ...

Lunch time si tao poh came again...

Join us for lunch

Nothing happen

We were suppose to pay the bills

she wanted her way

she didnt trust me

To save trouble I kept to myself

Followed her way

then we head for PJ states

everywhere was congested

She couldn't decide which road she wanted

or she was just plain impatient

keep changing roads

Pammie kept her patients

Until she couldn't take it

cause the clock was ticking

and it was suppose to be study time

So pammie mention stick to the plan

pay online cos it's fast, no sweat no jam.

Finally manage to knock some sense and convince her

but pammie still couldn't go home to do her homework

Cause mommie still wouldn't let her go

Ended we still quarrel

Cos she said i can never follow what she wants

I still don't get her point...

How many times have i told her

that I only have 2 more days to finish my work

then she started to bring all the grandmother stories

threaten to suicide to see if i could survive or not

I don't know how much longer i can take this crappy-ness

I'm tired of being threaten and condemn all the time.

She seems easily speaking and bursting everytime

Then she forgets...

or perhaps she treats as though nothing happens before

not knowing she only makes the scar deeper each time

Can I let go and forgive again?

But i know i'm making her sounds all bad

like I didn't put salt to the wound

All things takes two to clap..

To take a breather I help her with her work again

and left for tuition

Then i found my happiness again

I feel so happy when the children were motivated

Manage to teach and encourage saRanya to play the recorder

She was so shy at first because the other boy could play so fast

but with self practice and a little help

in the end when i was driving her home.

she asked if she could play merry had a little lamb for me :D

was also able to help iMtiaz in his reading

the mom was pretty happy seeing her boy willing to listen to pammie's guidance

thank God

Don't worry you'll be able to catch up soon :)

At the meant time

i was thinking of where to do my asg tonight

since i know I got no "space" at home although the house is huge.

it's the same as having "peace" when switching off your phone in a movie

Suddenly instead of starbucks or mcdonalds

or the long missed LCS library

I decided to take advantage of my privileges and my penny

I went to Djay...

a vacant room to do my assignment

Again like i said the atmosphere was light

The maids and the teacher were all relaxing after their work

Happily I sneak my laptop up

and tug myself in an empty room

Worked out on my asgment and WHollA~

I'm like 85% done now...

Just some more editing and pictures to be added.

I can't believe God was so gracious...

I found my second home..

Or perhaps 3rd home if church is my 2nd.

I'm so glad i had the peace of mind

I thank God i could let go of all that happen in the afternoon

and manage to complete 85% from

mumbo jumbo of 30% from the whole 2 weeks.

However i seriously

i don't know how should i

communicate with her anymore

It seems always one way traffic

and hard core insults

i guess to be at peace

I wanna avoid seeing her

and speak less to her...

until then I wonder

I really wonder...

Thank you God.

I know you love me...

and I'm in your safe hands...

hmm..also wanna thank you

prince charming...

for the chocolate fontier?fondon?

It was thumbs up..

sorry i was so sleepy

eyes nearly closing

when we're talking...

I'm glad w how things are now

that I'm getting to know you better

and for the space u're giving me

to grow up as a student,daughter and a better being.

thanks for letting me be independent in my career

liking you because you've helped me so much is

an absolutely NO-NO.

It's got to be more than that ...

i guess that's all i got to say...

sigh..

pamiO for the "hell" of a day on earth.

Good day

2010-01-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

Had such a great day today

Manage djay and kjay

He gave me opportunity

to be responsible

to gain confidence

to have some free time while travelling to both sides.

Used the free time to book court

at dream centre

Got save by god's merciful angel

nearly got hit by

the mph red van

when coming out of church

weird, i didn't see any car coming until it was 1 feet away

perhaps camouflage...

Thank God the driver was more alert than me.

went back djay for lunch

talk to mrs khoo

then rush back home to do my homework

slept

woke up back to kjay for tuition

received enquiries

another opportunity to grow

bought groceries at pasar malam

go back djay dinner

back home - home work

badminton

yeah had time for sports! ♥

the matches were good fights..

chells and baby chuen

ian and soph

ivan and pamie

however i missed 3 times at the ending

which caused ivan to eat the VVS sausage.

sorry partner.. :D

still such a good sports man n chilli eater *thumb up*

had a good yamcha too

havent ate so much for supper for quite a long time

prince charming came to watch princess play badminton

we should have more badminton time soon!

love love,

pamie

princess day out

2010-01-05T23:37:00.004+08:00

a file of flash cards dropped on the toes

2 toes that have newly born nails were flashing red bumps

we cleaned the cupboard

found some useful toys

all in all we still need to do much more cleaning

mural ideas need to hop out soon.

those who are weary He gives rest

prince charming came along to get first aids restock

then he went phone hunting

iphone the fun phone how we long to get you

just that you are very over priced

maybank mamak finally got to eat you

chuenie pammy still loves you

yippie cup always our place

gymrami we learned a new taste

oh i almost forgotten

stranger bore 7 puppies!

and the path seems heading right again.

no stress no stress no stress

everything seems to the left left left.

mommy have a safe day trip

i'll go driving

i'll do the rounds

i'll get the courts :)

then badminton hopefully.

kayz

first day

headache hide.

sleep tight...

princess p for the day.

2010 school reopens

2010-01-04T22:21:00.002+08:00

Mushroom soup and Popcorns..

you made my day.

Pan Mee and Movies...

we make the day.

thank you for

your patients..

your troubles...

your kindness....

speedy recovery for your tummy!

Today morning was blur and puffy but caught up with the tempo. Then, things start to catch up. I was busy instructing what i could see needed cleaning and making sure things was in order just as mommy always wanted little pammy to be able to help. But I'm glad I learn to use WE. So the teachers and pammy, we gave mommy lotsa ideas and hopefully we'll be able to carry it out and make sure more improvements to be done to the school.

Tomoro will be round two.

I'm all ready.

-pamiO-

what a girl should have know.

2010-01-04T21:29:00.006+08:00

yesterday something so drastic happen.

Thinking back i wish things didn't get so hurtful. However, perhaps it's what best..because i wasn't sure what i was doing.. Perhaps things moved too fast at the beginning for me and the foundation wasn't there. I stumbled upon my own respond, my own unreadiness. I should forever remember this. that i shouldn't agree upon anything if I wasn't sure and wasn't ready. Simply because it will hurt people. Even though the feelings was there i shouldn't have rush into it. If it was suppose to be it will still come back when i'm really ready...

2 days in a roll I was given a wake up call. How to be an honorable lady... not frm mommy cause pammy falls under the daughter that don't listen to her mommy.

Perhaps i was shaken from the leaders. Dos and donts ...

I wish I was born with better thinking skills but somehow somethings I take so long to realize, understand or feel right. what are our principles in this life ...

I hope time will show us the way...

My lesson learned..

learn to say no.

we don't fail until we give up.

when giving don't expect for returns.

No close doors.

don't rush.

just go slow.

don't bottle up.

be patient with one and other.

6 Ws

practice the 10 commandments

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T12:25:00.006+08:00

The very 1st post for the new year!! :D

yeah 2009 is gone and behind us now.

I wanted to make sure i don't bring forward any work of 2009 to 2010. So the last morning of 2009, I rushed my to-do-list for the school and personal errands all the way till noon.

Sadly, i could not finish because I was so drenched out and was starting to feel so low in spirit to celebrate and welcome the New Year.

Not realizing sooner i succumb to my old self-centered ways and wanted to be aloof spending my new year laying back at home alone. I'm so sorry dear for hurting you, saying that i was really tired.

But God being God always bring angels to help us. Festive Spirit started overflowing from girlfriends and cell group members and they poured some over to my empty tank. Moreover, dear made his effort to come dreamcentre for buffet.

Was just telling bestie how it wasn't easy to be in a different environment for the special person in our heart.

Then again, only God will be able to make it happen.

SPIRIT MAN be STRONG, FLESH be WEAK! :P

So, Pammy pulled through the night with God's help :) . She event met a long lost best friend @ church! Which was one of the most amazing thing that happened besides her dear's baptism. How Amazing God can be.

Though the whole night was a spiritual warfare in Pammy's mind of who should follow who to who's church.

The answers came pouring in.. breaking Pammy's pampered youngest child behavior to get all she wants :/. hehe... You'll never win God so don't even attempt to try. Just be obedient.

The voice manage to convince me that i should wake up earlier and follow dear to GT then later go back to dreamcentre for 10am celebration and Ministry for Every Sunday this 2010! Hmm...so that would mean

Double Celebration

Kids Ministry(1pm-4pm)

Almost Whole Day at Church !

So, Pammy told God that she Likes It.

She Likes the Idea He Pop-ed up

The Deal was then a DEAL :P

Sweet Surrender

2009-12-29T23:52:00.006+08:00

I feel that God had been so gracious and wonderful to me.

I feel so blessed...

God I thank you for the wonderful experience this year.

For the new and good transitions in my life.

Opportunity to grow with kids Ministry
Great Girlfriends, best friends and childhood friends.
The Boy friend - btw i ♥ shopping w u..*haha
For my wonderful neighbor.
Caring older colleagues and college mates...

others things as well that i can't think of at the moment... all so new, splendid, awesome and Arh...my usual motivation that I'm trying not to enjoy...FUN! :P *grow up pamie!*

God,

For my new year resolution I want...

To grow stronger with You
To work harder in Life to glorify You
To have more wisdom to live this life
To live life with no regrets and to leave the past behind and start new and a FRESH !!

For the meantime that's all...

My wishlist..

...Stay tune :P

EVERYONE!!! BYEBYE 2009 HELLO 2010!!

HUGS!~*

pamio

P/s: boy friend..can't wait for ur water baptism this thursday :) congratz in advance :P

Uni on Saturdays

2009-12-23T10:42:00.002+08:00

I can't believe it..it's nearly towards year end. My last semester is only for another 2 more months. not much lectures already..It's time for our own revision... I really have to manage my time well for God's works, Reality's work, studies and love...

It's time to shake off that baby attitude...

It's something being with "you" made me realize that i'm no kid anymore... :)

I think i have been living in my childish thinking especially the youngest child syndrome...It's time to break forth and break through in all aspects in life - work, responsibilities and relationships... so much to achieve...making it happen bit by bit..

Dear God, help us to repent from our wrongs and keep to your commandments in the bible..Help us to live a life that can be your salt and light..Forgive us if our ways were once or is foolish and continue to guide us and lead us to your ways...Thank you for your grace...in jesus name, amen...

In this world nobody is perfect but we'll have to try to our best...

Let it not happen when we completed our race or game in this temporary life and we shout out to the Lord, "Lord, Lord here i come before you. Your loyal servant" but He says" Who are you I don't know you..."

By then it will already be too late...

The last grain of sand in the enormous hour glass of repentance has reached the bottom.

By doing good and going to church is not enough... only by believing and accepting his son we will be save.

He is the only way and the truth... We can be assured by the scripture John 3:16 in the Bible.

" For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."John 3:16

-Pamio-

Christmas is Coming!

2009-12-22T20:36:00.007+08:00

In this special season let's make our time to appreciate and remember what the lamb of God did for us...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

and a very happy birthday to JESUS CHRIST.

also wanna take this opportunity to wish A Very BLessed birthday to all the December babies especially my hot girlfriends!!!

~Pris and Sophia ~

LOVE _love

pamelyn signing off..

with full of energy and passion... cos Christmas is Coming!! :D

=]

a change in life

2009-12-08T07:40:00.004+08:00

FB scares me....

Totally~

just by accepting the yes request to a rel. The whole earth knows ( not that i don't want to let others know but yeah i'm a "shy" person and sometimes like some stuff to be less known)...I know im exagerating but just by meeting dajie's uk church friend to collect something another da jie's friend already ask that aunty to check out on seng chye. like *huh*..just 1 day only... but thank you aunty and jiejies for your concerns and advices. We'll definitely need to watch our butt now. *no naughty naughty* or else people sure bound to know.. :P

I just wanna let you know that in some ways i'm really glad that you asked and we took our friendship to another level. thank you for all that you've done :)

It's not easy..just first day out together got scolding from mom :D

but i no longer wanna be the pamie who quits easily..at least not with just mommie's lecture...

besides it's not that we hiding anything..

I guess the whole earth really knows.

*hughugs*

Carry me if i fall down..

2009-11-29T07:44:00.014+08:00

running in this Race...

Yesterday suddenly a sister called me in the morning.

I didn't expect to receive this advice or comment after

everything. Maybe it's not enough...What happen on

friday didn't make things better. Did i really give them

such a poor image? not that i bothered...But I guess

i did gave a poor image.. Not now that i have

changed but all the irresponsible attitude from last time..

plus Friday...I'm Sorry I know i'm wrong.

Ask me again...

and my answer is I'm Serious and not playing a fool...

To add salt to the wound when i reached there at 1pm

just to make sure that i'm not late again... thinking i

was suppose to be there at 1.30. Clowning sifu face

wasn't too happie then i asked her "am I late?"

just so in case...I was really late..

to my disappointment I really was...

She said "yeah...I said 11.30am.." I really felt like i'm

being fooled with time...

Yesterday in the midst of rushing i quickly red her

message and deleted it.. How...?

How could i have mis looked?

The feeling was so horrible was really lost of words...

but the will was still there...alot more other negative

thoughts pop out.

But God is faithful...

Whatever you do,work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord,not for men.

COLOSSIANS 3: 23

Trisha,CG Leader! thank you for sharing this just this friday..

I thought it was not important cos it's soo obvious..

who else is our master, right? But when circumstances

sometimes the devil make us human think and do

otherwise when i say human i meant anybody

including myself.

I have never received such an uneasy feeling in church

before but that was 1 good try devil... >:(

I continued doing my thing and whatever aunty janice

assigned me..when the day was finally over we were

blessed with pizze hut and KFC..Went with sister to

celebration..

then came home continue the holiday programme stuff..

then suddenly gastric attacked...

but i choose to overcome it with sleep because

i was too tired to eat..

So scary day...

Sister i really meant what i say when i thanked you for the

advice because that is going to be my vow... So that

i don't turn back on my words no matter what happens.

The tide is rough now....But I'm Strong !!!

cos my God is an awesome God :) and..

Thank you for those who helped me to helped the holiday

programme too.. i will not forget your helping hands...

..thank you..

pamiO

speechless

2009-11-27T13:21:00.003+08:00

Today God is faithful again..

I can't believe i actually woke up late to go for the children leader's meeting. Like oh my goodness?! 10 am already and i'm still in bed?!!! I was like all ready to attend already the night before.

Little did i know that God allowed it to happen because I'm so unprepared for the kindergarten Holiday Programme. and and This is like the only day everyone can sit down and discuss...

I really can't do this alone. People please Lead !!! I mean God ..Please guide them to lead us!!! Im lost !!

ew ew..i hate my self...

But god i like the way u reveal everything to me gradually it's like the best drama plot ever!!!

Thank you God..Im going to trust you and commit this programme into your hands...

Sorry that i'm not good enough..

PamiO

signing off...

Belated Birthday Post :D

2009-11-25T15:34:00.010+08:00

Click speaker for sound. Point at pic for captions.. :D

Thank you also to those that are not in the slide show.

Those people who wished me through sms, calls,fb and msn. The ones that are behind the cameras.Yeah Yeah i'm Talking bout you.. Thank You..

Thank you Thank You. :)

Love u guys all.

the song can be turn off by clicking the speaker sign beside the human head icon. :D

Holiday for pamie

2009-11-25T13:27:00.010+08:00

Today was suppose to be a busy day just like the pass 2 days and last week but God being the great abba father always provide rest to those who needs it. :)

Initially i wanted to find those songs from emerge rising stars 2009.

All things are possible and

fly me like a canon ball.

(anyone has it can share? =D)

Whenever negative thoughts starts to attack my subconcious the holy spirit hurriedly covered me with these 2 praise songs that i learned from emerge rising! trully it was a blessing to go for that conference. Thank you City Harvest!

May God Cont' to Prosper that church and guide the leaders there so that they can touch more lives.amen!

* God, you brought me to where I am and now use me for your kingdom sake :D *

Hugs and Kisses

2009-11-11T01:33:00.011+08:00

haha..nope im not talking bout hugs and kisses but yeah suddenly i feel like hugging specky girl,cookie monster sister and rakazitsu.I miss you all dearly i pray that everyone is fine.and God is sustaining us. :D

there is this song that we taught the kids at pj old town got stuck in my wave length the whole week on and off. :D

Anyone sang this song before?

I will have no other gods before you,
Only you will reign as my heart's King,
I will have no other gods before you,
I will put you first in everything.

With all my heart

With all my soul

With all might

I wanna love you more..

I just learned it while teaching the kids there with my clowning sifu (aunty elsie) , and aunty kangaroo (joey mak) hehe.. With sign language too.. Nice nice.

I can't find it on youtube except for this beautiful girls practicing :D

but here is how it goes...

God,

I just want to say that once again you are faithful

You always amaze me on the signs you give me that it is real..

that it is what you want me to do.

I don't know how i found the time for teaching there..but just because i was obedient you gave me even more. I'm Thankful I'm Grateful.

There are other things I'm really thankful and grateful too but until I have a confirmation i shall need to go through the process.

hugs and kisses

from me! :D

passionatepam

Monday Rocks!

2009-11-02T11:59:00.005+08:00

The Title was supposed to be Monday Blues.. because Mondays especially first Mondays of the month tends to be so blue..

Nope! no longer in my dictionary now.

remember something I saw in my previous post?

"Don't pray to God that he will give you an easy life but pray that he makes you stronger?"

I can't believe he took it for real and so soon! and Yes..literally I got A Round of Sparing today. Maybe i asked for it and he allowed it to happen. It was pretty bad but it was a "burning bush" in disguise.

Those Words stabbed me so badly. So hard that i couldn't wake up for the longest time. Funny, how I talked to God and made a deal with him then I stood up and walked again.

(I realize that point he kept his promise right away because i would not have got the will to cont' I would have ran far far away from what i was suppose to face, cry sleep, wake up pretend like it didn't happen before and do that for another year and three years down the road and for the rest of my life.)

After everything was more than done for the day. I reached home, kissed my bed and hit the replenish button. After I was replenished, We progressed on our deal. :D

that's when the little voice said "Yo girl! change the title to "Monday RaWks!" "...

Wuahaha... ;)

Lord,

May I continue this journey with you for i not only left my shell behind but now my skin as well .

In your perfect time and place. amen.

To steadfast and press on

2009-11-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

"Anyone who know this song reveals their age."

quote from Pastor Chris Kam's sermon - living as God's people. :D

This world is not my home I'm just passing through
my treasures are laid up somewhere beyond the blue
the angels beckon me from Heaven's open door
and I can't feel at home in this world anymore
O Lord you know I have no friend like you
if Heaven's not my home then Lord what will I do?
the angels beckon me from Heaven's open door
and I can't feel at home in this world anymore.

I am an alien in this world and a stone but a living one when I have chosen to believe in Him! :D

God I'm delighted to serve you wherever you have put me at.

The whole day was dedicated to God *happy*. It was nearly 6pm when Aunty Elsie sent me home. Mom made dinner but sleep was more essential. Suddenly, at 8pm i opened my eyes the room lights were on and Mom greeted me with a joyful face. She was happy with a good news. I'm glad when she gave praise to God. He has gave us enough for what He feels is right for us. Thank You God. Will continue to have 100% faith that you will provide.

I also can't believe when we went pasar malam we bought so many vegetables with just RM 5. un-incredible but totally incredible when that's all the coins and notes you can dig out. (lol)

A little from the notes given :

Faith : Relating us to what God has done in the Past.

Hope : Relating us to what God is going to do in the Future.

Love: Relating us to what God is doing in the Present.

While leaving the Drop-off centre at PJ old town , I saw these printed words pinned up

"Don't pray that God will give you an easy life, pray that he will make you strong."

Till then...

Adios Amigo...<)=o))

Unwind and Retune

2009-10-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

pamiO's past relationships.

(thank you for the great help boomz reporter! it made me realize..)

all in all it can be concluded that indeed some were so silly, some were bumpy and some was pretty sweet.

Though all seems pretty long ago, some way or another the residue may cause phobias in the present or the future.

But the Lord heals I trust him more than myself or others. He guides too and the holy spirit leads I trust. However, truthfully when it happens or when one is really in one they get blinded. Sometimes it's by the worldly thinking or some spirit I can't identify.

However it may be, the last thing I would want to do is repeat any mistakes I have ever done. What's the point of repeating and falling down for the same thing over and over again. Do I not learn? Perhaps this is the thought i keep reminding myself.

My journaling note is empty this week. God help me listen to you again. There is one story I kept remembering from last week's - Genesis 12:10-20 Abram in Egypt.

The Quest (NIV) Study Bible explains

Why would God punish Pharaoh for an unintentional sin?(Gen 12:17)

The story illustrates how far God is willing to go to protect his own people when they act foolishly.It also shows innocent must suffer sometimes for the sins of others. Here Pharoah and his house suffered because of Abram's fears and lies. God did this to protect the mother of Israel and to preserve his plan of redemption through Abram.

May I not cause innocent to suffer too.

I long to be the Mary who sat at the Lord's feet listening to what he said.

(Luke 10:38-41)

scanned and coloured with gimp 2 - June 2009? (C) :D

Rainy day

2009-10-29T22:11:00.009+08:00

Time pass by so fast...

In a blink the day is gone..

Now that everyone is overseas web cam seems to be the "in" thing. It's really Fun. Definitely fulfilling to get to see and talk to the people we miss too.. :D

It doesn't have to be just connecting with friends and family abroad, It could just be saving one person's time and energy used to concentrate while caught in a traffic jam. Ultimately saving on petrol : D So instead of driving out to meet up and have a group discussion on our assignment Chuin and I webcam-ed.

How grateful are we to be in Malaysia with unlimited Internet access. We can even snack yummy food on our desk like Food mOnster while talking and doing her assignment and make our friend the other side jealous or hungry :D. *crunch crunch*

What a Brilliant Idea :P..

food mOnster manage to influence Chuin to download ooVoo. Yay!

Great!

I have craving to stock up on things to munch! Can anyone be gracious to me and send some imported chocolates over. It's bad to splurge on Junk..Stop eating non-nutritious food, food mOnster!

cheeriO

from,

d' Food mOn.

BEWARE angry post ahead...

2009-10-29T02:09:00.010+08:00

Relationship is soo complicated!

can anyone explain to me? why???

At this moment now I'm so confuse....

and is terribly jealous of "GBIE".

Do you know who is GBIE??

meet my rival !!!

can you feel how insecure, small and intimidated i feel losing to a

~ GERBIL ? ~

GF i can understand how GBIE manage to capture your attention from us....

for more info you can check here .

" The Breach of Contract"

where the confession is....

Just as "BOOMZ Reporter" have to learn 1 Corinthians 13:4-13.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres...

So does pamiO have to as welll . . .

PRis!! Sophia!!! we must persevere :DDDD

OMEEE GOODNESS... LOL

save me....thanks for hearing me rant GF pris~ :P

Sweetest Dream :)

2009-10-22T00:03:00.013+08:00

My pass pass week was the best week ever :).

Since the camp, the birthday and the special moments with the special person and very very special peoples who celebrated with me and for me.

The approach towards the kindy (though i thought the approach was getting better i wish i was the ms.pam before going the camp- the one who trusted God, remembering He is there, and going with His presence etc), there is a distance with the kidz, teachers and me (why do i feel so far away) perhaps maybe with God too.

Perhaps though i was actively attending church but i missed what He was speaking to me. My mind was clouded with worldly thoughts again (the reality has defeated me for a moment- a whole week on and off). Just few hours back, I returned to the person i want to stay in :D (a good follower of Christ and the bubbly pam)!

I got sometime to rest and reflect on my own, after shower (had a sweaty and dirty time gardening and playing in the rain the whole evening till dark today- awesome!). As i was resting on my pillow i suddenly had a thirst to open the bible and the page i opened was at Matthew 6-7. Cold air gush down my whole body, I felt like crying but i hold it back cos mom was on my study table, some people would says it's the conscience but I know who was giving me a wake up call.

"Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?"

Mt 6:27 Do Not Worry.

I wonder have I been sucked dry spiritual by my surrounding and encounters in life this few days or this recent weeks?

the other words about Judging Others, Ask,seek and knock , A tree and it's fruit , The Wise and Foolish Builders (Mt 7) all of it struck me so deeply...

I wish I came running to the bible earlier so that I could attempt all the situation with a different heart. But all is not too late I realize I understand why Pastor Nancy said that we should do our Journals. It's compulsory though she said she's not going to budge in our privacy :D .

Yes yes.. perhaps i should also bring this up cos i will need ample prayer from any good Samaritan reading this. Im really really excited for being officially committed and involved in a ministry at church. All this while been helping out only but aunty Janice said helping is not enough they need commitments now.

So here I am God, I totally have no idea but I know you will train me up and use me and my talent (or coming talents) for your kingdom. Only if i could have the same heart to work for my mom. =3 (pamie quickly think it up how does the concept works! issit because i can't serve 2 masters? but what if i serve 1 which is God) God could you help me to serve You in the kindy too? because im really losing my way. amen.

Hmm. besides that "if" i owe the special someone some explanation.

-the lovely dream was with you-
>___<

Yet... it is very obvious i have not sorted out my life (which is pretty troublesome.i guess u would know by now after hearing the annoying me talking bout work all the time) and can the "u n me" hurdle waves or time would just pass us by?

GirlFriends~! i'm still faithful kay... *cough cough* eeks.. :D

sorry for the WORDY post...I wanna post the very very awesome 20th birthday of mine with lotsa pics to share with whoever who follows my sour honey pop pie. just that the picture are on the way. so stay tune.. :P

Sour-Honey-Pop-Pie

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returning to the old hobby

the body needs to rant about something amazing!

A RELUCTANT CONVERT

A RELUCTANT CONVERT

Friend

friend

Autumn Frenzy in 2010

wooo....kingston

HELP !!!!!

London update

*dust* dust*

Personal Statement to the College

Tuesday stress

never enough

nightmare

inner thoughts

Leaders Advance

to rise when you feel you are falling...

suspense

caution (emo)

Terrific Tuesday

a nanny monday

kid's ministry

pamio's saturday

officially addicted to

Terribly need to change!!

NETHERLANDS MADE IT!!!

HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF A SECOND CHANCE?

Beautiful by Kari Jobe

laughing by my self

Untimely-death

i'm back! *hugs*

I gave my sister a scare.

1 Thessalonians 5:12-28

remember the sky

I've just came back on a 6 am to 12 am road trip

i can strum i could sing of your love!

If i give up...

a love letter

from a friend's friend blog

from a friend's friend friend's blog...

Is there anything worthwhile here?

Jog in life

To dear mommy

pleads for human race ='(

Dream Girls

Material Girls

The Stepford Wives

after the storm is the rainbow

Paul’s Letter to the Corinthians

Sharon Good - Good life coaching

Ringing philosophies

moral studies paid off..

I surrender the wheel ..

ask questions pamie..

Sabbath? :)

7am!!

with his strenght

Horrible transition to Good

Good day

princess day out

2010 school reopens

what a girl should have know.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Sweet Surrender

Uni on Saturdays

Christmas is Coming!

a change in life

Carry me if i fall down..

speechless

Belated Birthday Post :D

Holiday for pamie

Hugs and Kisses

Monday Rocks!

To steadfast and press on

dust dust*

i'm back! hugs