I gave my sister a scare.

When I suggested Lady Gaga bad romance (thanks to kelly =D) for a good song after we sang A-mei's ting hai.

this is precisely and partly why i favor sentimental songs in ktv.

Thanks to my sentimental-freak sista. haha!

and also guess what =D i managed to poison my sista's hubby

lady gaga bad romance for the rest of the day.

blueks. :D again thanks to kelly...the song is super catchie..

but the MV and lyrics is =x

1 Thessalonians 5:12-28

12 But we appeal to you, brothers and sisters,^* to respect those who labour among you, and have charge of you in the Lord and admonish you; ¹³esteem them very highly in love because of their work. Be at peace among yourselves. ¹⁴And we urge you, beloved,^* to admonish the idlers, encourage the faint-hearted, help the weak, be patient with all of them. ¹⁵See that none of you repays evil for evil, but always seek to do good to one another and to all. ¹⁶Rejoice always, ¹⁷pray without ceasing, ¹⁸give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. ¹⁹Do not quench the Spirit. ²⁰Do not despise the words of prophets,^{* 21}but test everything; hold fast to what is good;²²abstain from every form of evil.

23 May the God of peace himself sanctify you entirely; and may your spirit and soul and body be kept sound^* and blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. ²⁴The one who calls you is faithful, and he will do this.

25 Beloved,^* pray for us.

26 Greet all the brothers and sisters^* with a holy kiss. ²⁷I solemnly command you by the Lord that this letter be read to all of them.^*

28 The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you.^*

Group study for the book of Thessalonian is coming to an end. Again, we are reminded to live such a life. It's not easy to live this kind of life albeit so many influences evolve around us daily.

I'm looking forward for the coming Friday's CG. I'm going to miss hanging out with the josh-ians since i'll be away for Melbourne and hopefully Sydney if family and time permits.

http://ringgitandsense.wordpress.com/2010/04/26/lessons-in-life-at-90/

remember the sky

remember the sky you saw tonight for this youth might not come round again.

Does not want to just simply fall in ♥ again...

single Hood rocks! =)

I've just came back on a 6 am to 12 am road trip

visited both our grandma with family. lots of yummy and not so yummy food on the way...

kl-kampar-taiping-alorsetar-kuala kangsar-kl .

that's 18 hours away from home but car was home, home was bed. Zzzz. =D

Everyday I need you, God.

cnu made me fall in ♥ with this song.

The Fray - you found me.

and he sings it better than the Fray =O..

not fair at all...

i can strum i could sing of your love!

Every time i play,

the rain drops its ray,

and people start to pray...

"why can't the rain go away..." :)

Lord, every time i'm tempted and sway

You never forsake me, you stay

thank you for each day

I can praise you and be gay :D

i love You i love You yay

what more is there to say!

hooray, okay

both ends with "ay"

Don't be dismay

9th day from today

er Jie flies back to stay

we can go shopping monday to friday

then Australia is in May

we'll be there till the 16th day

by then it will be end of May

i'll be able to attend the extreme sports camp day!

YAY

YAY

YAY

who's coming with meh!

If i give up...

God won't give me up,

i don't think my stength can keep me to God

but God keeps me to Him, and I trust that what He started... He will complete

and because God works in my heart,

and I know God is faithful - I know I will be fastened to God..

and I know this because He said so in the Bible...

~JL 2010

a love letter

Credits to The friend's friend blog...

Here’s a love letter from God above especially for you!

My Child,

You may not know me, but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother’s womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
John 3:1

Simply because you are my child and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is, will you be My child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Father
Almighty God

*****

from a friend's friend blog

from a friend's friend friend's blog...

it touches me too ! :D hope you'll be blessed and touched too...

When I say that “I am a Christian,” I am not shouting that “I am clean living.”I’m whispering “I was lost, but now I’m found and forgiven.”

*

When I say “I am a Christian” I don’t speak of this with pride.
I’m confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.

*

When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not trying to be strong.
I’m professing that I’m weak and need His strength to carry on.

*

When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not bragging of success.
I’m admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.

*

When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.

*

When I say “I am a Christian” I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name.

*

When I say “I am a Christian” I’m not holier than thou,
I’m just a simple sinner who received God’s good grace, somehow!

***

Is there anything worthwhile here?

YES! this place is where every past and present happened...It's a battle field, a field of daisies that made me who i am today :)

closing the chapter of the day with this beautiful piano piece...

i have completed 85% of my application for kingston and uni of arts london.

10%

- go back to taman sea to get a pretty stamp for my self translation certs, photocopied cert. tks! ellie for the big help

-referee from some really dear people (school, mommy, maybe pastor? :D anyone tried that before?)

-some photostating...

-UCA-epson/ canterbury application 0/5 %

I'm counting down the days..

every time i turn back that page, i'm so grateful God..

I know it wasn't by my strength and might that i got that results.

So after putting in all my effort the rest i leave to you God.

Just give me a bit more strength to complete my port folio and after that I don't know what else to think but to fulfill any duty,task,work,fun, and loves that are still awaiting for me in msia...btw tks! joshSan for the portfolio ideas..it really gave me a kick start :)

God whether i get to go to my dream place to study i leave it all in your hands.

love you lots

pamiO

Jog in life

I went to bukit kiara to walk and jog with GF soph today. bump into joey! :D

when we first started, i was really excited and full of spirit. We were talking and walking... then got more and more tired during the walk... then people starts over taking you...then some of them ahead of you...and you want to catch up with them...just a simple walk..but so many feelings pops up...and you even ask yourself why can't you have bigger steps, or why aren't you fit enough or light enough to jog pass them...but you never gave up...you walk and walk and walk...finally now you are coming to the end...and you feel more relax...because you know that you are going to reach the end of the track....

Soph was right beside me when we were reaching the end...the feeling was good...while we were talking i thought of this illustration...

You know, this jogging track is really like our journey in life...at the beginning we are so happy and cheerful..and in between we face challenges, we become tired, we are tied down with expectations, sometimes our own expectations, but if we give up and stop at the middle of the road that's it...you would not see or feel how one would feel when they have finally reach the end...

more importantly it's during the journey...i remember that many times soph was there to walk at my pace you know larh i have short legs...hehe..it helped me through cos at times i was almost out of breath...yeah! Jesus is like that...

He is always with us...not some where near us..not behind us..not waiting in front of us...he is right beside us.. waving his arms at us wanting us to know his presents...that he is right beside us...to follow our pace while we are walking this journey in life...he is always there...in trial times and in good times...he is always there...some people walk through this journey ignoring his presents even though we know him...some don't even know of his presents...but some knows his presents and enjoys having this relationship with him...having a great conversation with him throughout the journey, sometimes even heart to heart talk...

it could be anything..maybe like hey God I'm really tired at work today, and I couldn't work along with them...come and teach me how to do so...or maybe like.. gees..the work is really hard and people are expecting to see something Good...i don't know if i could do it...Whatever it is...just don't ever give up... no matter how hard and tiring it is...don't give up..when we are finishing the track and we turn back then we just realize we have grown so much..we have become stronger learning from our mistakes, the experience have made us wiser and tougher people.

He loves us so much..

he really does :) here's a video..

love pamiO

To dear mommy

To Dear mamee..

Mama i just want to let you know I'm very proud of you..

The way even though it's hard to handle people in life...

You struggle through...and never give up in all odds! really nobody can be more determine than you.

I'm happy that you are happy..

I'm glad that you've been so independent on your foot again..

I pray that your wishes come true...

pamiO

pleads for human race ='(

human race is falling appart

and it saddens me

why do family members fight with each other?

What more those who does not know christ.

Even as brothers and sisters in christ we are fighting with one and other.

the commandments brothers and sisters..the commandments..

Let's build our relationship with our Father, Jesus and the holy spirit...

it's all about relationships and not religion..

Christianity is not a religion but a relationship.

i finally understood what that mean.

-pamiO-

Dream Girls

Beyonce Knowles acted in this movie. Lots of nice and beautiful voices.

Learn to step out and make a stand when things are wrong.

Material Girls

starring Hillary Duff, Hailey Duff and others.

This movie portrayed living an extravagance life. In the end both sisters learned to stand on their feet after calamity struck them. 2 very beautiful sisters in my opinion.

The Stepford Wives

The Stepford Wives

starring Nicole Kidman :) and others..

This movie is very thrilling in my opinion. It has a good twist and out come never failed to surprise me. Besides that i also love the story line that brings awareness for those things to happen. Indeed do not go against nature. It will be ugly... :P

after the storm is the rainbow

I'm done with UM!! :)

hopping to my next agenda...

Hold on to me and don't let me go God..

You know i stray easily and without you holding on to me i would have let you go.

emo kid. Cheer up and move on!

love u people...

* i have a confession....

i went for the dinner but didn't stand up. goodness gracious what's the problem with u pamie! :D

Paul’s Letter to the Corinthians

Paul’s Letter to the Corinthians in which he says, “If I speak in the tongues of mortals and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal,” and then he goes on to give his own definition of love. “Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful. It is not arrogant or rude.” And then he says, “Love does not insist on its own way.” That’s the piece of love I want to get at today. “Love seeketh not her own,” saith the poetry of King James’ day. “Love does not insist on its own way.” “Love seeketh not her own.”

http://www.firstparish.org/cms/sermons/958-who-do-we-want-to-become

Sharon Good - Good life coaching

surround yourself with positive and successful people and it will motivate you to be more like them.

people that are ahead are people who are wiling to keep learning. it's the old dogs who are unwilling to learn new tricks that are having a hard time moving into their next career.

assess your skill set and take some classes to fill in the gaps.

update your resume

targeting your transferable skills rather than your job history

nothing can take the place of persistence.

talents will not.nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talents.

Genius is not: unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.

Education will not: the world is full of educated derelict. Persistence and determination is omnipotent.

• Each of us comes into this world with a unique set of gifts and talents. It is through these gifts and talents that we can not only bring the greatest joy into our lives, but also make our greatest contribution. My mission is to help people live joyful, authentic lives that reflect their passions and values.

• No dream is right or wrong, too big or too small. One of my passions is to encourage and support others to follow their desires and dreams despite the discouraging messages they've received. As children, we're applauded for our talents and steered away from the things in which we display less ability. I strongly believe that if we feel a burning desire to do something, there's a reason for it -- one that may not become clear to us until years down the road. We each have unique gifts that we bring to the world, and our desires lead us to express those gifts. In the process, we uncover hidden talents and develop new ones. I, personally, have found success in areas that I was attracted to, but in which I was considered to lack talent. If I can do it, so can you.

• We're living in a changing world where self-fulfillment and expressing our gifts and talents -- in other words, bringing meaning and purpose to our lives -- is becoming more important than acquiring wealth and status. We're in a transition period, and many of us are still finding our way out of the old paradigm into the new. Using the Life Purpose Process and my own life experiences, I get great joy and reward helping other people find their way through this transition into a new, more enjoyable life, to living their dreams.

• A lot of us get stuck in our past -- who we once were, what people told us about ourselves -- and we limit what we can do in the present and the future. By dropping the baggage of our past and changing the old, outdated beliefs, we free ourselves to soar into the future we dream of.

our new path calls on us to be willing to let go of the comfort of the old, familiar ways and open to learning new skills and new ways of being. -Sharon Good-

Ringing philosophies

" The revelations of the child are not at all so difficult to obtain, the real difficulty lies in the adult's old prejudices concerning him"

"A new education from birth onward must be built up. Education must be reconstructed and based on the laws of nature and not on the preconceived notions and prejudices of adult society."

Dr. Maria Montessori (The Formation of Man p.22 & p.97)

moral studies paid off..

In my How To teach race and culture notes. (

LOL)

(translation from bm to english) :P.

If you have money,

you will need to take care of the money,

if you have knowledge,

knowledge will take care of you.

If you have money,

you can keep the money,

the money will still be there,
but if you have knowledge,

keep it,

and it will disappear.

If you have money,

you can buy a house,

but with all the money alone,

you can't buy happiness in a home.

If you have the money,

you can buy medicines,

but with all the money you have,

you can't buy health.

If you have the money,

you can buy books,

you can buy many books,

but with all the money you have,

you can't buy knowledge.

Lastly,

if you have all the money,

you can buy plane tickets

to go any part of this world,

but with all the money you have,

you can't buy a ticket to heaven.

(Dr Yusof Othman,196,2005)


Psychology in Behavior Management

Non-assertive (Weak)

- I'm Not Okay.. I SUCK
- You're Okay... You're GREAT.
- I Failed
- You Succeed


Aggressive (Rude/ Violent)

- I'm OKAY I'm so Marvelous. I'm like the BESt of the Best
- You're Not OKAY You Suck to the MAXX :P
- I'm a WINNER, I WON I am the CHAMPION...
- You're Loser, YOU LOST BIG FAT LOSER!


Assertive (Wise)

- I'm OK
- You're OK TOO
- I SUCCEED
- YOU SUCCEED TOO (no fight .. no fight..)

Assertive psychology seeks to establish collaboration with fairness for achieving mutual interest. Creating a WIN-WIN situation and respecting the rights of others.

Don't ask what can the boss give you,

but ask what you can contribute to the boss.

Hope you had a good laugh...in reality huh? :P

Here is another comical story.

probably quite known already...

This is a story about four people:

Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody’s job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when actually Nobody asked Anybody.

Mmmm.YUMMY

if only this comes out in my moral exams..bleuks..hehe

I surrender the wheel ..

20 going on 21.

time flies...

but i still don't fully understand myself...

life is pretty much a haywire at times

thank God for the things i love to do.

for the friends we have for the sisters and the brothers..

all that kicks up the spirit when we're down.



I wish it's sunday everyday. For i love teaching them...

It's when it's volunteer and yet we give our best

life tends to make us wayward...

At least the expectation given.

they say be realistic...

6 days of a week u're in the real world

when i say i want to live among the people of the paddy field

they are poor but happy

we strive to be rich but we're unhappy.

almost as hard to be pleased

tell us oh abba father

your plans for each an everyone of us..

help us surrender all.

but not be lazy.

awaiting to be accountable to our master.


pamie poetic wanna be.. :)

ask questions pamie..

Be like Da vinci :P

Ask Questions....

Sabbath? :)

I snoozed and over slept!

I think I'm thinking too much these day

I'm having lotsa funny dreams

when i take short naps in the afternoon

or after snoozing my alarm and sleeping

just awhile more..

some are dreams that are bits of eveything

some are creepy stuff happening to the school

probably nonsense..

i dun remember..

yeah so was starring blankly at the clock

not remembering church starts at 10

and it was 10.15am

faints...

quickly get up to change and while heading out

taiping aunty came to give yummy food

salted veg and poRkkie pig..

mmm..yumz

saved it for tomorrow.

made it in time for sermon

the invited speaker was a theologists

been in new york for quite some time and still is i think

was all good but i didn't take down notes..

just jogging with his teaching in the mind

*tsktsk*

actually cos it's very wordy and quite deep.

My agenda for the day was greatly filled in

when there was some cont'

of his sermon in the afternoon 2-4pm

IT was pretty AWESOME!

some was quite deep...

like made ur mind think very hard...

but he untied

some knots in our mind

about the scriptures

and made us understand the book better.

still a long way to knowing our father better...

*jia you jia you*

Owh Ya!

I got the D U M C first CD production.

1. GOD OF ALL
2. FOR ALL TO HEAR
3. FOUND
4. ALL I WANT
5. GLORIOUS ONE
6. BLESSINGS
7. IN THIS CITY
8. ISAIAH 40 *
9. I GIVE*

* bonus track

and and

I think i know how to cook

"MEE SUAH SOUP"now...

love it love it...

Moving from only italian to asian cuisine..

7am!!

yeah i woke up at 7am

to finish the implication of my assignment

very smooth...

did it without panicking

steady leh...

even though was delayed

because of the pictures and binding..

my prince charming

helped me out with the printing

haha.

i stress him instead..

but yeah it shall be

last of me asking helped

if i really can do it.

I think i could be able to cope one

just that i didn't try hard enough

shouldn't be so reliant...

*tsktsk*

Uni was great...

though cos of the lack of sleep

i couldn't really pay attention

for the morning session.

Lunch surprisingly

I had a change of taste

no longer the "chu yok fun"

i crazy over since the beginning of my uni.

ngeks*

wanted something spicy to wake me up

saw someone eating very yummy curry laksa

but couldn't find the stall selling the one alike

got wan tan mee instead...

not bad oso

edible...

Something funny happen

the moral lecturer came to speak to me

perhaps cos i was eating in his class

and folding my leg up...

aih too comfortable d...

paiseh...

must change must change

*blueks*

but guess what..

with some good competition within my buddies

i finish my part of the new group assignment in uni

and completed the format editing

for out previous submission

the one that i left out...

yay! good good learn not to procrastinate

take every opportunity and finish it fast..

There is another assignment to pass up nx week

25 pages.

*ezeh* ;)

we can do it..hmm.must start early...

uni ended early

had a great solo adventure after it

reach back home just in time for

*dry swimming*

with aunty uncle neighbour n mom!

love it love it..

know how to count ady.

thank you aunty uncle

for the sandwich & pumpkin soup...

I realise it was so good perhaps

cos it was made out of sweat and love...

possible right? :P

cheers.

with his strenght

I guess for most people

Friday is the day we look forward to

because we know that the weekend is approaching

and we can relax and rejuvenate

i remember somewhere in the book

writes work hard for 6 days

and rest on the sabbath ^^

sadly i havent been reading the scriptures

till i can remember the verses.

so the moment i stepped in the school

i started to dig out the books and sort them out

imagine 30 years of history

Some books were old but the content was great.

So we kept it.

Now i understand why we need republish good books ;)

Then there were bills...

bills since 1995

*jaw drops*

woah can throw liao....

but i didn't

cos i wanted to keep it

to remind myself not to be like that

for the bills are still the same now

but i will change the way things has been running

slowly as time pass...

God, sustain me...dun let me give up.

help me to be committed.

We also had a surprise visit

from the health ministry

menteri kebersihan?

checking if we were breeding aedes...

thank God

we were safe..

God, help us to settle those stuff soon.

I must graduate and help mom with the papers.

hopefully all will be good by this year end.

after lunch

i can't remember what i did

but evening was tuition

and cleaning of kjay's balcony and back compound

as usual the kakak

don't think the place was messy

but i could see that major clean up was needed

so with jiejie we did our work

soon later kakak came to help us out

was glad that she could accept the new changes

hope she keep up to that standard.

keep the place clean and neat all the time.

cool..

I guess appearance is almost all good

God, i hope next..

we can do something about the system

learning and financial system.

Those are major major....

God, I trust all in good time.

Guide me, guide us..

only for ur glory God..

Anyway was happy about the changes made

YEAH LIGHT HOUSE!

I'm not sure if it is the right choice

but God, reveal to me if i'm ready to lead...

I'm wanna grow with you.

I trust you..

thank you guys for praying

I did my asgment after mamak

didn't freak out at all

AMAZING....

Horrible transition to Good

si tao poh was back from day trip last night

Early in the morning she exploded

Spoil people's mood

I wonder why she can't speak nicely to people

It's not like people don't make any mistakes...

As said last night i requested to stay home to finish my asgment

In the end i couldn't do nuts

felt so stupid after the early morning condemnation.

Didn't want to waste more time staring at the screen

I did some admin work for school

then left to the djay.

fun fun

the atmosphere there is always light

the experience teacher works very professionally and we could click

she seem understanding and always willing the lend a ear and helping hand in whatever area i was able to help

In contrast with si tao poh always bursting out with condemnation

Gees..I keep telling myself to forgive her and forget...

cause that is what we are asked to do as follower of Christ...

Lunch time si tao poh came again...

Join us for lunch

Nothing happen

We were suppose to pay the bills

she wanted her way

she didnt trust me

To save trouble I kept to myself

Followed her way

then we head for PJ states

everywhere was congested

She couldn't decide which road she wanted

or she was just plain impatient

keep changing roads

Pammie kept her patients

Until she couldn't take it

cause the clock was ticking

and it was suppose to be study time

So pammie mention stick to the plan

pay online cos it's fast, no sweat no jam.

Finally manage to knock some sense and convince her

but pammie still couldn't go home to do her homework

Cause mommie still wouldn't let her go

Ended we still quarrel

Cos she said i can never follow what she wants

I still don't get her point...

How many times have i told her

that I only have 2 more days to finish my work

then she started to bring all the grandmother stories

threaten to suicide to see if i could survive or not

I don't know how much longer i can take this crappy-ness

I'm tired of being threaten and condemn all the time.

She seems easily speaking and bursting everytime

Then she forgets...

or perhaps she treats as though nothing happens before

not knowing she only makes the scar deeper each time

Can I let go and forgive again?

But i know i'm making her sounds all bad

like I didn't put salt to the wound

All things takes two to clap..

To take a breather I help her with her work again

and left for tuition

Then i found my happiness again

I feel so happy when the children were motivated

Manage to teach and encourage saRanya to play the recorder

She was so shy at first because the other boy could play so fast

but with self practice and a little help

in the end when i was driving her home.

she asked if she could play merry had a little lamb for me :D

was also able to help iMtiaz in his reading

the mom was pretty happy seeing her boy willing to listen to pammie's guidance

thank God

Don't worry you'll be able to catch up soon :)

At the meant time

i was thinking of where to do my asg tonight

since i know I got no "space" at home although the house is huge.

it's the same as having "peace" when switching off your phone in a movie

Suddenly instead of starbucks or mcdonalds

or the long missed LCS library

I decided to take advantage of my privileges and my penny

I went to Djay...

a vacant room to do my assignment

Again like i said the atmosphere was light

The maids and the teacher were all relaxing after their work

Happily I sneak my laptop up

and tug myself in an empty room

Worked out on my asgment and WHollA~

I'm like 85% done now...

Just some more editing and pictures to be added.

I can't believe God was so gracious...

I found my second home..

Or perhaps 3rd home if church is my 2nd.

I'm so glad i had the peace of mind

I thank God i could let go of all that happen in the afternoon

and manage to complete 85% from

mumbo jumbo of 30% from the whole 2 weeks.

However i seriously

i don't know how should i

communicate with her anymore

It seems always one way traffic

and hard core insults

i guess to be at peace

I wanna avoid seeing her

and speak less to her...

until then I wonder

I really wonder...

Thank you God.

I know you love me...

and I'm in your safe hands...

hmm..also wanna thank you

prince charming...

for the chocolate fontier?fondon?

It was thumbs up..

sorry i was so sleepy

eyes nearly closing

when we're talking...

I'm glad w how things are now

that I'm getting to know you better

and for the space u're giving me

to grow up as a student,daughter and a better being.

thanks for letting me be independent in my career

liking you because you've helped me so much is

an absolutely NO-NO.

It's got to be more than that ...

i guess that's all i got to say...

sigh..

pamiO for the "hell" of a day on earth.

Good day

Had such a great day today

Manage djay and kjay

He gave me opportunity

to be responsible

to gain confidence

to have some free time while travelling to both sides.

Used the free time to book court

at dream centre

Got save by god's merciful angel

nearly got hit by

the mph red van

when coming out of church

weird, i didn't see any car coming until it was 1 feet away

perhaps camouflage...

Thank God the driver was more alert than me.

went back djay for lunch

talk to mrs khoo

then rush back home to do my homework

slept

woke up back to kjay for tuition

received enquiries

another opportunity to grow

bought groceries at pasar malam

go back djay dinner

back home - home work

badminton

yeah had time for sports! ♥

the matches were good fights..

chells and baby chuen

ian and soph

ivan and pamie

however i missed 3 times at the ending

which caused ivan to eat the VVS sausage.

sorry partner.. :D

still such a good sports man n chilli eater *thumb up*

had a good yamcha too

havent ate so much for supper for quite a long time

prince charming came to watch princess play badminton

we should have more badminton time soon!

love love,

pamie

princess day out

a file of flash cards dropped on the toes

2 toes that have newly born nails were flashing red bumps

we cleaned the cupboard

found some useful toys

all in all we still need to do much more cleaning

mural ideas need to hop out soon.

those who are weary He gives rest

prince charming came along to get first aids restock

then he went phone hunting

iphone the fun phone how we long to get you

just that you are very over priced

maybank mamak finally got to eat you

chuenie pammy still loves you

yippie cup always our place

gymrami we learned a new taste

oh i almost forgotten

stranger bore 7 puppies!

and the path seems heading right again.

no stress no stress no stress

everything seems to the left left left.

mommy have a safe day trip

i'll go driving

i'll do the rounds

i'll get the courts :)

then badminton hopefully.

kayz

first day

headache hide.

sleep tight...

princess p for the day.

2010 school reopens

Mushroom soup and Popcorns..

you made my day.

Pan Mee and Movies...

we make the day.

thank you for

your patients..

your troubles...

your kindness....

speedy recovery for your tummy!

Today morning was blur and puffy but caught up with the tempo. Then, things start to catch up. I was busy instructing what i could see needed cleaning and making sure things was in order just as mommy always wanted little pammy to be able to help. But I'm glad I learn to use WE. So the teachers and pammy, we gave mommy lotsa ideas and hopefully we'll be able to carry it out and make sure more improvements to be done to the school.

Tomoro will be round two.

I'm all ready.

:)

-pamiO-