Sunday, June 20, 2010

Untimely-death

Figuratively I can't express how thankful I am to my Lord Jesus for how He molds and refine me. till today He is still molding me with great care and delicateness, only God knows my cracks and flaws...but yet a voice tells me He is going to make those cracks go away because He has made me and you special. So tell Him your worries and trust in Him.

It's so easy to say, and hard to do when one really faced a hard situation. However, God has tested me several times wanting me to trust Him even more... and yet He didn't fail me again, he is a faithful God. Again He showed me His love and care...It may not be what i wanted but it was more than that, It was what that was good for me. Everything, everyday that i am experiencing nowadays means so much to me.... Perhaps I didn't know how to appreciate life until very recently.

If i were to go back to the Father tomorrow just like a very inspiring brother in Christ, Joash from Taylor's PJ CF, I'm uncertain if i'm ready because I don't wish that the Lord takes me from here if I have yet to please Him..

Truly dear brother Joash, you have been a light in people's life. Though the times I have encounter you in CF is just a fistful you have already left foot prints. You will always be remembered as one who loved God, humbles himself and friendly. A true worshiper of God not just a singer on stage.

The sand in your hour glass may have reached the end. The runner has touched the end of the race track.

Here Joash wrote something about death in his blog and yeah i will have to agree with him.

Calling it tragic would be an understatement, however deeming it as part of God's timing and grace supercedes it all. However trite this sentence may sound, I'm living by it.

I've encountered my fair share of untimely deaths. Deaths that in all the common sense of the world, shouldn't have happened, not at this age, at this junction of time. And I am strengthened by the resolve, faith and determination shown by each family during this time. Not cursing, not raging; but simply a silent prayer of faith and surrendering to God for all it's worth. Now THAT'S faith.

Isaiah 25:8 "....The Lord God will wipe away tears from all faces...."



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