Carry me if i fall down..

running in this Race...

Yesterday suddenly a sister called me in the morning.

I didn't expect to receive this advice or comment after

everything. Maybe it's not enough...What happen on

friday didn't make things better. Did i really give them

such a poor image? not that i bothered...But I guess

i did gave a poor image.. Not now that i have

changed but all the irresponsible attitude from last time..

plus Friday...I'm Sorry I know i'm wrong.

Ask me again...

and my answer is I'm Serious and not playing a fool...

To add salt to the wound when i reached there at 1pm

just to make sure that i'm not late again... thinking i

was suppose to be there at 1.30. Clowning sifu face

wasn't too happie then i asked her "am I late?"

just so in case...I was really late..

to my disappointment I really was...

She said "yeah...I said 11.30am.." I really felt like i'm

being fooled with time...

Yesterday in the midst of rushing i quickly red her

message and deleted it.. How...?

How could i have mis looked?

The feeling was so horrible was really lost of words...

but the will was still there...alot more other negative

thoughts pop out.

But God is faithful...

Whatever you do,work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord,not for men.

COLOSSIANS 3: 23

Trisha,CG Leader! thank you for sharing this just this friday..

I thought it was not important cos it's soo obvious..

who else is our master, right? But when circumstances

sometimes the devil make us human think and do

otherwise when i say human i meant anybody

including myself.

I have never received such an uneasy feeling in church

before but that was 1 good try devil... >:(

I continued doing my thing and whatever aunty janice

assigned me..when the day was finally over we were

blessed with pizze hut and KFC..Went with sister to

celebration..

then came home continue the holiday programme stuff..

then suddenly gastric attacked...

but i choose to overcome it with sleep because

i was too tired to eat..

So scary day...

Sister i really meant what i say when i thanked you for the

advice because that is going to be my vow... So that

i don't turn back on my words no matter what happens.

The tide is rough now....But I'm Strong !!!

cos my God is an awesome God :) and..

Thank you for those who helped me to helped the holiday

programme too.. i will not forget your helping hands...

..thank you..

pamiO

speechless

Today God is faithful again..

I can't believe i actually woke up late to go for the children leader's meeting. Like oh my goodness?! 10 am already and i'm still in bed?!!! I was like all ready to attend already the night before.

Little did i know that God allowed it to happen because I'm so unprepared for the kindergarten Holiday Programme. and and This is like the only day everyone can sit down and discuss...

I really can't do this alone. People please Lead !!! I mean God ..Please guide them to lead us!!! Im lost !!

ew ew..i hate my self...

But god i like the way u reveal everything to me gradually it's like the best drama plot ever!!!

Thank you God..Im going to trust you and commit this programme into your hands...

Sorry that i'm not good enough..

PamiO

signing off...

Belated Birthday Post :D

Click speaker for sound. Point at pic for captions.. :D

Thank you also to those that are not in the slide show.

Those people who wished me through sms, calls,fb and msn. The ones that are behind the cameras.Yeah Yeah i'm Talking bout you.. Thank You..

Thank you Thank You. :)

Love u guys all.

the song can be turn off by clicking the speaker sign beside the human head icon. :D

Holiday for pamie

Today was suppose to be a busy day just like the pass 2 days and last week but God being the great abba father always provide rest to those who needs it. :)

Initially i wanted to find those songs from emerge rising stars 2009.

All things are possible and

fly me like a canon ball.

(anyone has it can share? =D)

Whenever negative thoughts starts to attack my subconcious the holy spirit hurriedly covered me with these 2 praise songs that i learned from emerge rising! trully it was a blessing to go for that conference. Thank you City Harvest!

May God Cont' to Prosper that church and guide the leaders there so that they can touch more lives.amen!

* God, you brought me to where I am and now use me for your kingdom sake :D *

Hugs and Kisses

haha..nope im not talking bout hugs and kisses but yeah suddenly i feel like hugging specky girl,cookie monster sister and rakazitsu.I miss you all dearly i pray that everyone is fine.and God is sustaining us. :D

there is this song that we taught the kids at pj old town got stuck in my wave length the whole week on and off. :D

Anyone sang this song before?

I will have no other gods before you,
Only you will reign as my heart's King,
I will have no other gods before you,
I will put you first in everything.

With all my heart

With all my soul

With all might

I wanna love you more..

I just learned it while teaching the kids there with my clowning sifu (aunty elsie) , and aunty kangaroo (joey mak) hehe.. With sign language too.. Nice nice.

I can't find it on youtube except for this beautiful girls practicing :D

but here is how it goes...

God,

I just want to say that once again you are faithful

You always amaze me on the signs you give me that it is real..

that it is what you want me to do.

I don't know how i found the time for teaching there..but just because i was obedient you gave me even more. I'm Thankful I'm Grateful.

There are other things I'm really thankful and grateful too but until I have a confirmation i shall need to go through the process.

hugs and kisses

from me! :D

passionatepam

Monday Rocks!

The Title was supposed to be Monday Blues.. because Mondays especially first Mondays of the month tends to be so blue..

Nope! no longer in my dictionary now.

remember something I saw in my previous post?

"Don't pray to God that he will give you an easy life but pray that he makes you stronger?"

I can't believe he took it for real and so soon! and Yes..literally I got A Round of Sparing today. Maybe i asked for it and he allowed it to happen. It was pretty bad but it was a "burning bush" in disguise.

Those Words stabbed me so badly. So hard that i couldn't wake up for the longest time. Funny, how I talked to God and made a deal with him then I stood up and walked again.

(I realize that point he kept his promise right away because i would not have got the will to cont' I would have ran far far away from what i was suppose to face, cry sleep, wake up pretend like it didn't happen before and do that for another year and three years down the road and for the rest of my life.)

After everything was more than done for the day. I reached home, kissed my bed and hit the replenish button. After I was replenished, We progressed on our deal. :D

that's when the little voice said "Yo girl! change the title to "Monday RaWks!" "...

Wuahaha... ;)

Lord,

May I continue this journey with you for i not only left my shell behind but now my skin as well .

In your perfect time and place. amen.

To steadfast and press on

"Anyone who know this song reveals their age."

quote from Pastor Chris Kam's sermon - living as God's people. :D

This world is not my home I'm just passing through
my treasures are laid up somewhere beyond the blue
the angels beckon me from Heaven's open door
and I can't feel at home in this world anymore

O Lord you know I have no friend like you
if Heaven's not my home then Lord what will I do?
the angels beckon me from Heaven's open door
and I can't feel at home in this world anymore.

I am an alien in this world and a stone but a living one when I have chosen to believe in Him! :D

God I'm delighted to serve you wherever you have put me at.

The whole day was dedicated to God *happy*. It was nearly 6pm when Aunty Elsie sent me home. Mom made dinner but sleep was more essential. Suddenly, at 8pm i opened my eyes the room lights were on and Mom greeted me with a joyful face. She was happy with a good news. I'm glad when she gave praise to God. He has gave us enough for what He feels is right for us. Thank You God. Will continue to have 100% faith that you will provide.

I also can't believe when we went pasar malam we bought so many vegetables with just RM 5. un-incredible but totally incredible when that's all the coins and notes you can dig out. (lol)

A little from the notes given :

Faith : Relating us to what God has done in the Past.

Hope : Relating us to what God is going to do in the Future.

Love: Relating us to what God is doing in the Present.

While leaving the Drop-off centre at PJ old town , I saw these printed words pinned up

"Don't pray that God will give you an easy life, pray that he will make you strong."

Till then...

Adios Amigo...<)=o))