nightmare

after so much laughing at leaders advance i'm put out to the world to be knock down.

sigh. happy moment just dun last..that's life...

I pray my patients will last me..

and all these negative thought will leave me...

that i will be strong yet humble and kind as matter takes a stroll on me...

i will not shout back but will just keep silents till things gets better...

i've got a party to attend tomoro. =P

surprise!

and another retreat to go for..i really hope it will be 2 sunnydays so pamie can go out to play..